1 00:00:37,124 --> 00:00:38,647 Dakle, ovo je za, 2 00:00:38,690 --> 00:00:39,909 New York Times Magazine? 3 00:00:39,952 --> 00:00:42,085 Ne, žao mi je, to… 4 00:00:42,129 --> 00:00:43,695 tamo... 5 00:00:43,739 --> 00:00:46,046 mm ... ne, slobodni sam. 6 00:00:46,089 --> 00:00:47,525 ja pišem za razne časopise, 7 00:00:47,569 --> 00:00:49,136 ali ovo je osobna stvar. 8 00:00:49,179 --> 00:00:50,485 Osobna stvar? 9 00:00:50,528 --> 00:00:52,313 Da, žao mi je. Je li to u redu? 10 00:00:52,356 --> 00:00:53,923 Ne, to je sasvim u redu. 11 00:00:53,966 --> 00:00:55,925 Mogu li pitati što-što je ovo ako i ...? 12 00:00:55,968 --> 00:00:58,710 Uh, radi se o mom sinu. 13 00:00:59,711 --> 00:01:01,974 U redu. Kako mogu pomoći? 14 00:01:02,975 --> 00:01:05,326 on... 15 00:01:07,328 --> 00:01:11,549 Ima trenutaka da ga gledam, 16 00:01:11,593 --> 00:01:14,204 ovo dijete koje sam odgojio, 17 00:01:14,248 --> 00:01:17,381 za koga sam mislio da ga poznajem van i unutra, 18 00:01:17,425 --> 00:01:20,167 i pitam se tko je on. 19 00:01:22,169 --> 00:01:24,910 Radio je svakakve droga, 20 00:01:24,954 --> 00:01:26,999 ali je ovisan taj kristal, 21 00:01:27,043 --> 00:01:31,830 što se čini najgore od svega. 22 00:01:31,874 --> 00:01:34,920 I pretpostavljam da sam ovdje 23 00:01:34,964 --> 00:01:39,099 jer samo želim znati… 24 00:01:39,142 --> 00:01:41,927 sve što znam o... 25 00:01:41,971 --> 00:01:43,842 sve to. 26 00:01:43,886 --> 00:01:45,670 Poznajete svoje neprijatelje, zar ne? 27 00:01:45,714 --> 00:01:47,933 dakle... 28 00:01:50,197 --> 00:01:52,590 Moja dva velika pitanja su, 29 00:01:52,634 --> 00:01:55,245 što mu je 30 00:01:55,289 --> 00:01:58,640 i što mogu učiniti da mu pomognem? 31 00:02:56,437 --> 00:02:58,395 Opća bolnica Marine. Kako vam mogu pomoći? 32 00:02:58,439 --> 00:03:01,746 Zdravo. Moj sin je nestao, 33 00:03:01,790 --> 00:03:04,488 i htio sam provjeriti da vidim ima li... 34 00:03:04,532 --> 00:03:06,186 Uh, možda je ušao 35 00:03:06,229 --> 00:03:09,493 ili-da je bilo nesreća. 36 00:03:09,537 --> 00:03:12,279 Mogu li dobiti ime? i opis gospodine? 37 00:03:12,322 --> 00:03:13,845 Nicholas Sheff. 38 00:03:13,889 --> 00:03:16,239 S-H-E-F-F. 39 00:03:16,283 --> 00:03:17,849 on je... 40 00:03:17,893 --> 00:03:19,590 18 godina star. 41 00:03:19,634 --> 00:03:22,767 Visok je oko šest metara. 42 00:03:22,811 --> 00:03:24,508 Oko 130 funti. 43 00:03:24,552 --> 00:03:27,729 Možda manje. ne znam Hm... 44 00:03:27,772 --> 00:03:30,253 Ima dužinu do ramena smeđa kosa 45 00:03:30,297 --> 00:03:32,386 i zelene oči. 46 00:03:32,429 --> 00:03:34,170 Hvala. Molim pričekajte. 47 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:36,259 U redu. 48 00:03:36,303 --> 00:03:38,479 - Gospodine Sheff? - da 49 00:03:38,522 --> 00:03:40,655 Uh, nema ga pod tim imenom, gospodine. 50 00:03:40,698 --> 00:03:43,310 U redu. Hvala. 51 00:04:24,829 --> 00:04:26,788 Nema ga dva dana. 52 00:04:26,831 --> 00:04:28,442 Kako to misliš otišao je? 53 00:04:28,485 --> 00:04:30,357 - Što se događa? - Ne znam. 54 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:31,793 - Ne znam. - Dva dana? 55 00:04:31,836 --> 00:04:33,316 Zašto nisi rekao ranije? 56 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:35,231 Nisam to želio brinuti se, valjda. 57 00:04:35,275 --> 00:04:37,712 - Ja samo... - Ja sam njegova majka, Davide. 58 00:04:37,755 --> 00:04:39,627 Zar nisi vidio da ovo dolazi? 59 00:04:39,670 --> 00:04:40,802 Uh, ne. 60 00:04:40,845 --> 00:04:42,064 Što? 61 00:04:42,107 --> 00:04:43,892 Ne ne, nisam to očekivao. 62 00:04:43,935 --> 00:04:45,981 Da sam vidio da dolazi, Ja bih nešto učinio. 63 00:04:46,024 --> 00:04:48,331 Bilo je samo pitanje, Davide. Isus. 64 00:04:48,375 --> 00:04:50,551 Nisam razgovarao s njim Puno u zadnje vrijeme. 65 00:04:50,594 --> 00:04:52,727 Pa, možda si to ti ne bi mi trebao davati savjete 66 00:04:52,770 --> 00:04:54,163 u roditeljstvu, zar ne? 67 00:04:54,206 --> 00:04:56,165 Sranje, Vicki. 68 00:04:56,208 --> 00:04:58,646 Jednostavno ne možemo kriviti jedno drugo upravo sada? to je... 69 00:04:58,689 --> 00:05:00,561 Tko tu koga krivi? 70 00:05:00,604 --> 00:05:02,780 Ako ga rijetko vidim, To je zato što mora 71 00:05:02,824 --> 00:05:04,478 doći do I.A. za praznike 72 00:05:04,521 --> 00:05:06,523 ali uvijek nađe razlog da ne dođe. 73 00:05:06,567 --> 00:05:09,657 Pa nisam ja kriv, je li 74 00:05:45,649 --> 00:05:47,259 Nic. 75 00:05:48,522 --> 00:05:50,698 Evo tvog malog brata. 76 00:05:51,916 --> 00:05:53,004 tijesno. 77 00:05:53,048 --> 00:05:54,397 Samo mu podupri glavu. 78 00:06:01,622 --> 00:06:03,580 Bok Jasper 79 00:06:03,624 --> 00:06:06,278 Zdravo, dječače. 80 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:11,371 Ovo je nevjerojatno. 81 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:16,376 Isplazi jezik. 82 00:06:20,597 --> 00:06:22,730 Zdravo. Drago mi je. 83 00:06:22,773 --> 00:06:24,732 - Doviđenja. - Doviđenja. 84 00:06:24,775 --> 00:06:26,560 - Nedostajat ćeš mi ovo ljeto. - I ja također. 85 00:06:26,603 --> 00:06:28,649 - Dobro, piši mi. - Napiši natrag. 86 00:06:28,692 --> 00:06:29,998 Radite na svom francuskom. 87 00:06:30,041 --> 00:06:31,391 Da, gospođo. 88 00:06:31,434 --> 00:06:32,609 Ugodno ljeto. 89 00:06:32,653 --> 00:06:34,655 I zdravo tvojoj mami. 90 00:06:36,874 --> 00:06:39,834 - Sve. - Sve. 91 00:07:46,683 --> 00:07:48,511 Da! 92 00:07:48,555 --> 00:07:50,382 Dođi opet. 93 00:08:11,839 --> 00:08:13,667 Zdravo. 94 00:08:13,710 --> 00:08:16,408 - Gdje si bio? - Da, samo moram spavati, 95 00:08:16,452 --> 00:08:17,975 - u redu? - Što si učinio? 96 00:08:18,019 --> 00:08:19,847 Samo trebam spavati dobro? Pusti me na miru. 97 00:08:20,891 --> 00:08:24,112 Dečki, dolje. 98 00:08:24,155 --> 00:08:26,810 Dolazim za minutu. 99 00:08:58,059 --> 00:09:00,061 jao 100 00:09:10,071 --> 00:09:12,682 Gledaj, čovječe, ja sam, ja sam... 101 00:09:12,726 --> 00:09:17,121 Stvarno mi je žao, u redu? I-i ja, okej… 102 00:09:17,165 --> 00:09:19,384 gurnula sam se, i to je bila greška, ali… 103 00:09:19,428 --> 00:09:21,735 to je bila jedna greška, dobro? Naučio sam lekciju. 104 00:09:21,778 --> 00:09:25,216 Ne želim prolaziti kroz ovo opet sranje, u redu? dakle... 105 00:09:25,260 --> 00:09:26,348 - Hajdemo samo unutra. - Ne. 106 00:09:26,391 --> 00:09:27,828 Oni su profesionalni. 107 00:09:27,871 --> 00:09:29,612 Samo slušajmo na ono što imaju za reći. 108 00:09:29,656 --> 00:09:31,396 Imam 18 godina, u redu?! Ne možeš me prisiliti! 109 00:09:31,440 --> 00:09:33,442 Zdravo. 110 00:09:35,531 --> 00:09:37,751 Ovo je izmaklo kontroli, zar ne? 111 00:09:37,794 --> 00:09:39,535 ne misliš li 112 00:09:43,234 --> 00:09:45,236 Dođi opet. 113 00:09:46,586 --> 00:09:47,761 U redu. 114 00:09:47,804 --> 00:09:51,591 U redu. U redu. 115 00:09:54,681 --> 00:09:57,205 radim to za tebe. 116 00:10:25,146 --> 00:10:27,583 Treba mu liječenje. I to brzo. 117 00:10:27,627 --> 00:10:30,281 Ima još puno droge u njegovom sustavu. 118 00:10:30,325 --> 00:10:33,502 I što je najgore, on je u poricanju 119 00:10:34,764 --> 00:10:36,984 Možete li mu pomoći? 120 00:10:37,027 --> 00:10:39,203 o da, mislim 121 00:10:39,247 --> 00:10:42,206 mnogo ljudi ovdje nije ovdje po izboru. 122 00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:44,644 I jednostavno imaju šanse koliko i bilo tko drugi. 123 00:10:44,687 --> 00:10:46,646 U redu. 124 00:10:46,689 --> 00:10:48,865 Dakle, imamo slobodan krevet. 125 00:10:48,909 --> 00:10:51,651 Dakle, ako želite, možemo provjeriti na 28-dnevno liječenje 126 00:10:51,694 --> 00:10:53,522 a onda procjenjujemo. 127 00:10:55,132 --> 00:10:56,656 Hm... 128 00:10:56,699 --> 00:10:58,440 kolika je vaša stopa uspjeha 129 00:10:58,483 --> 00:11:00,703 Na vrhunskoj razini, 80%. 130 00:11:00,747 --> 00:11:02,531 Na donjem kraju, 131 00:11:02,574 --> 00:11:04,707 25%. 132 00:11:04,751 --> 00:11:07,623 Vidi, imat će dnevne konzultacije 133 00:11:07,667 --> 00:11:09,843 sa zaposlenim psihijatrom i liječnici. 134 00:11:09,886 --> 00:11:13,803 Imamo dnevne N.A. i A.A. sastanci. 135 00:11:13,847 --> 00:11:16,284 Bit će pod nadzorom vrlo blizu. 136 00:11:17,894 --> 00:11:19,896 Hvala. 137 00:11:20,897 --> 00:11:23,117 I zadnja stranica. 138 00:11:24,161 --> 00:11:26,381 Sve. 139 00:11:28,775 --> 00:11:31,212 Sve. 140 00:12:16,561 --> 00:12:19,521 Zašto si uvijek u ovoj sobi? 141 00:12:19,564 --> 00:12:21,741 Jedva da ikada izađeš odavde. 142 00:12:21,784 --> 00:12:23,525 Kao da si vampir. 143 00:12:25,048 --> 00:12:27,529 ja čitam. 144 00:12:27,572 --> 00:12:30,097 crtam. 145 00:12:30,140 --> 00:12:32,708 Znaš što ćemo učiniti? 146 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:34,754 Trebali bismo surfati. 147 00:12:34,797 --> 00:12:36,538 Da. 148 00:12:36,581 --> 00:12:38,409 Zvuči dobro? 149 00:12:38,453 --> 00:12:41,151 Ljubazan sam prema drugim stvarima Sad znaš? 150 00:12:41,195 --> 00:12:44,851 Čitanje mizantropa i pisci u teškoj depresiji. 151 00:12:44,894 --> 00:12:46,461 Ma daj, oni su… 152 00:12:46,504 --> 00:12:48,202 oni su molim te dobri, ipak, zar ne? 153 00:12:48,245 --> 00:12:49,246 razumijem. 154 00:12:51,596 --> 00:12:53,816 Ipak prolazi. 155 00:12:53,860 --> 00:12:55,818 Uvijek je tako. 156 00:12:55,862 --> 00:12:57,733 Što radi? 157 00:12:57,777 --> 00:13:01,998 Osjećaj otuđenosti i izolirani. 158 00:13:02,042 --> 00:13:03,913 Huh, to stvarno pomaže. 159 00:13:03,957 --> 00:13:06,002 Hvala na savjetu, tata. 160 00:13:07,003 --> 00:13:09,049 U redu. 161 00:13:10,093 --> 00:13:12,487 U redu. Bilo je... 162 00:13:12,530 --> 00:13:14,010 Ispalo je pogrešno. žao mi je 163 00:13:14,054 --> 00:13:16,491 Mmmm. 164 00:13:25,282 --> 00:13:27,850 U redu. Tvoja-tvoja ideja. 165 00:13:27,894 --> 00:13:29,939 Zdravo. 166 00:13:31,549 --> 00:13:33,856 Bok tata. 167 00:13:33,900 --> 00:13:36,990 Tako se osjećamo jako je napredovao. 168 00:13:37,033 --> 00:13:39,209 - Zar ne, Nic? - Bok. -Zdravo. 169 00:13:39,253 --> 00:13:41,211 - Vrh. - Vrh. 170 00:13:41,255 --> 00:13:43,083 Pa bi možda trebali razgovarati o sljedećih nekoliko tjedana, Nic. 171 00:13:43,126 --> 00:13:45,650 Itd. Mislim da trebam… Mislim da trebam 172 00:13:45,694 --> 00:13:47,783 još malo vremena na rehabilitaciji. Pa ako je… 173 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:50,090 ako je to u redu s tobom, pitao sam se 174 00:13:50,133 --> 00:13:51,743 kad bih mogao ostati u kući na pola puta ovdje. 175 00:13:51,787 --> 00:13:56,226 Kuća na pola puta je otvoreni stambeni objekt 176 00:13:56,270 --> 00:13:58,228 s praćenjem svake noći, 177 00:13:58,272 --> 00:14:01,753 a mi bismo mu pomogli naći posao. 178 00:14:01,797 --> 00:14:03,843 Pravo. ne želim... 179 00:14:03,886 --> 00:14:06,497 ići u srednju školu... 180 00:14:06,541 --> 00:14:08,891 - upravo sada. - Oh? 181 00:14:08,935 --> 00:14:11,894 U redu. Uh, um, i učiniti što? 182 00:14:11,938 --> 00:14:15,506 Mislim da trebam biti neovisan. 183 00:14:17,769 --> 00:14:20,424 Tata, kažem ti ovo je... 184 00:14:22,426 --> 00:14:24,951 Bit će dobro. 185 00:14:24,994 --> 00:14:26,561 Što će učiniti, 186 00:14:26,604 --> 00:14:28,215 skuhati kavu do kraja života? 187 00:14:28,258 --> 00:14:29,564 znaš što, Frederick mi je rekao 188 00:14:29,607 --> 00:14:31,566 da imaju prijatelje koji je imao sina 189 00:14:31,609 --> 00:14:33,568 radio je četverotjedni program i nije bilo dovoljno 190 00:14:33,611 --> 00:14:35,831 a sada to čini godišnji program. 191 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:38,399 Volio bih da ne govoriš svima o tome. 192 00:14:40,314 --> 00:14:42,142 Što to ima? s bilo čime? 193 00:14:42,185 --> 00:14:43,926 Da zaštitim Nica. Mislim, ponekad, 194 00:14:43,970 --> 00:14:45,885 htjet će nastaviti svojim životom. 195 00:14:45,928 --> 00:14:47,930 I možda je tako i najbolje ne znaju svi za ovo. 196 00:14:47,974 --> 00:14:49,932 U redu. 197 00:14:51,542 --> 00:14:53,501 Možemo li to napraviti o meni? 198 00:14:53,544 --> 00:14:54,937 Hm... u redu 199 00:14:54,981 --> 00:14:57,331 Vidi, Nicu treba još malo vremena. 200 00:14:57,374 --> 00:14:59,681 I to je dobro. 201 00:14:59,724 --> 00:15:01,074 - OK? - U redu. 202 00:15:01,117 --> 00:15:02,249 U redu? 203 00:15:02,292 --> 00:15:03,903 Da u redu. 204 00:15:11,475 --> 00:15:13,173 Ššš 205 00:15:17,003 --> 00:15:18,395 David Sheff. 206 00:15:18,439 --> 00:15:19,919 Pozdrav, g. Sheff. 207 00:15:19,962 --> 00:15:22,225 Ovo je Annie Goldblum iz centra Ohlhoff. 208 00:15:22,269 --> 00:15:24,358 o da Zdravo. Zdravo. 209 00:15:24,401 --> 00:15:26,012 slušaj, oprostite na smetnji, 210 00:15:26,055 --> 00:15:28,884 ali moram vas obavijestiti o Nicu. 211 00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:31,278 U redu. 212 00:15:31,321 --> 00:15:33,889 Danas je napustio ustanovu u slobodno vrijeme, 213 00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:36,805 i od tada se nije vratio. 214 00:15:38,241 --> 00:15:39,547 Žao mi je, g. Sheff, 215 00:15:39,590 --> 00:15:41,070 ali molim te ne očajavaj. 216 00:15:41,114 --> 00:15:43,246 Događa se. 217 00:15:43,290 --> 00:15:45,509 ali ja... 218 00:15:45,553 --> 00:15:47,903 Mislio sam da si rekao učinio je tako dobro. 219 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:51,951 Trebala bi razmisliti o ovome kao dio procesa. 220 00:15:51,994 --> 00:15:54,301 Povratak je dio oporavka. 221 00:15:54,344 --> 00:15:56,259 Je li recidiv dio oporavka? 222 00:15:56,303 --> 00:15:59,306 Da. To-to je dio Nicovog procesa učenja. 223 00:15:59,349 --> 00:16:01,090 Pa to je to… 224 00:16:01,134 --> 00:16:04,528 To je kao da kažeš sudari uključeni u obuku pilota. 225 00:16:04,572 --> 00:16:07,270 Vidi, vraća se, i to vjerojatno jako brzo. 226 00:16:07,314 --> 00:16:09,142 Imate li tražite li ga? 227 00:16:09,185 --> 00:16:11,057 To nije naša odgovornost 228 00:16:11,100 --> 00:16:12,623 jednom kada napusti objekt. 229 00:16:12,667 --> 00:16:14,364 - U redu. - Ali on je dobrodošao u... 230 00:16:50,966 --> 00:16:52,881 oprostite 231 00:16:52,924 --> 00:16:55,362 Jeste li vidjeli dijete motati se ovdje? 232 00:16:55,405 --> 00:16:57,190 - Ne. - Ne? 233 00:16:57,233 --> 00:16:59,540 OK hvala. 234 00:17:45,281 --> 00:17:46,848 Vau. Oni to ne žele nositi se s tim. 235 00:17:46,891 --> 00:17:48,110 Hej tata, ti to želiš popušiti ovo? 236 00:17:48,154 --> 00:17:49,329 Hej, opa. 237 00:17:49,372 --> 00:17:50,852 Čekati. Što...? Stop. 238 00:17:50,895 --> 00:17:52,114 - Skloni to. - Pušimo ovo zajedno. 239 00:17:52,158 --> 00:17:53,768 ne ne ne br. Jesi li lud... 240 00:17:53,811 --> 00:17:55,422 - To je ludnica. - Znam da pušiš. 241 00:17:55,465 --> 00:17:57,032 - Da... da, da. ja... - Pa hajdemo zajedno pušiti. 242 00:17:57,076 --> 00:17:58,642 ne ne ne Ponekad, kao... 243 00:17:58,686 --> 00:18:00,383 - Pušimo dok... ajmo pušiti zajedno. -Slušati. 244 00:18:00,427 --> 00:18:02,429 - Ili bih samo mogao... Znaš što? - Ne, prestani, prestani. 245 00:18:02,472 --> 00:18:03,647 - Stani. Stop. - Baš ću zapaliti ovu... 246 00:18:03,691 --> 00:18:04,779 znaš što Vi ste u pravu. 247 00:18:04,822 --> 00:18:05,997 Samo ću sam zapaliti ovu stvar. 248 00:18:06,041 --> 00:18:07,564 nemoj ponekad, 249 00:18:07,608 --> 00:18:08,826 - s vremena na vrijeme... - Da? 250 00:18:08,870 --> 00:18:10,785 Imat ću hit ili dva na zabavi, 251 00:18:10,828 --> 00:18:12,569 ali prošlo je dosta vremena, pa samo... 252 00:18:12,613 --> 00:18:14,093 Oh, dobro, onda samo pušiš... 253 00:18:14,136 --> 00:18:16,747 imati svečani snošaj sa svojim sinom 254 00:18:16,791 --> 00:18:19,402 N-br Bože, hajde. 255 00:18:19,446 --> 00:18:21,143 Ne, ti si nevjerojatna. 256 00:18:21,187 --> 00:18:22,666 Imate ... prijavili ste se na šest fakulteta, 257 00:18:22,710 --> 00:18:24,103 jesi li ušao u sve njih? 258 00:18:24,146 --> 00:18:25,234 Da. 259 00:18:25,278 --> 00:18:27,280 Prestanite sumnjati u sebe. 260 00:18:27,323 --> 00:18:29,020 Pogledaj se. 261 00:18:30,152 --> 00:18:32,589 Daj mi ga. Daj mi ga. 262 00:18:36,158 --> 00:18:37,812 Što? 263 00:18:37,855 --> 00:18:40,162 Lijep lijep udarac. Bio je to dobar pogodak. 264 00:18:41,990 --> 00:18:44,427 - Što? - Pa... 265 00:18:45,472 --> 00:18:49,476 hvala vam Ovo je lijepo... 266 00:18:49,519 --> 00:18:51,434 stvar za napraviti. 267 00:18:53,480 --> 00:18:55,917 Dosta si se drogirao, zar ne? 268 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,745 ja, u redu… 269 00:18:57,788 --> 00:18:59,964 Da, odradio sam svoj dio. 270 00:19:00,008 --> 00:19:01,444 Eksperimentirao sam s nekim lijekovima. 271 00:19:01,488 --> 00:19:02,967 jesam. 272 00:19:05,492 --> 00:19:06,797 - Ali ne bezopasno. - Što je ovo...? 273 00:19:06,841 --> 00:19:08,234 Bio je jedan momak i… ne ne 274 00:19:08,277 --> 00:19:09,452 Ovo je dio predavanja? 275 00:19:09,496 --> 00:19:11,193 - Zar ne? - da 276 00:19:11,237 --> 00:19:12,673 Tata, previše brineš, dobro? 277 00:19:12,716 --> 00:19:14,762 - Svi to rade. - Budite oprezni. 278 00:19:14,805 --> 00:19:17,243 To je samo mali lonac. Samo se malo tulumarim. 279 00:19:17,286 --> 00:19:19,332 Samo... znaš, to je samo s vremena na vrijeme. 280 00:19:19,375 --> 00:19:20,724 Mm-hmm. 281 00:19:20,768 --> 00:19:22,987 Zaslužujem zabavu sad malo. 282 00:19:23,031 --> 00:19:24,511 - "Zaslužuje zabavu." - Znam. 283 00:19:24,554 --> 00:19:27,601 Gledaj, samo... potrebno je rub stvari. 284 00:19:27,644 --> 00:19:31,126 To-to ... to-to preuzima oštricu glupe cjelodnevne stvarnosti. 285 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:35,304 Hmm. 286 00:19:35,348 --> 00:19:38,960 Što je glupo u stvarnosti? 287 00:19:39,003 --> 00:19:40,918 Znate, baš kao… 288 00:19:40,962 --> 00:19:44,879 kao svakodnevne, glupe stvari nema veze. 289 00:19:44,922 --> 00:19:46,359 U redu. 290 00:19:46,402 --> 00:19:48,317 Ne možeš reći takvo glupo sranje, 291 00:19:48,361 --> 00:19:49,797 ili bi trebao početi vjeruj u to. 292 00:19:49,840 --> 00:19:51,494 Pravo. 293 00:20:21,045 --> 00:20:23,222 Hvala što ste to spomenuli, Karen. 294 00:20:29,010 --> 00:20:30,751 Ovo je moj dom. 295 00:20:32,448 --> 00:20:34,624 Prije nekoliko tjedana, rekao si mi 296 00:20:34,668 --> 00:20:38,193 kao što si upravo učinio kristalni met jednom. 297 00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:41,152 A priča mora biti veća nego to, zar ne? 298 00:20:41,196 --> 00:20:43,329 - Mm-hmm. - Ima još toga. 299 00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:44,634 Da? 300 00:20:44,678 --> 00:20:45,896 David. 301 00:20:45,940 --> 00:20:47,071 Moramo znati. 302 00:20:48,116 --> 00:20:50,031 Moramo znati. 303 00:20:53,513 --> 00:20:55,906 Mislim da mi se to uvijek sviđalo. 304 00:20:55,950 --> 00:20:57,995 Što? 305 00:20:59,475 --> 00:21:02,304 Nešto. Lonac, alkohol, 306 00:21:02,348 --> 00:21:05,525 Ekstazi, kokain, LSD. 307 00:21:07,048 --> 00:21:09,355 I učinili ste sve ovo 308 00:21:09,398 --> 00:21:11,400 za koje godine? 309 00:21:11,444 --> 00:21:13,446 Nekoliko godina, da. 310 00:21:14,664 --> 00:21:16,144 A kristalni met? 311 00:21:17,493 --> 00:21:19,539 Samo par mjeseci. 312 00:21:20,931 --> 00:21:22,281 Zašto? 313 00:21:24,935 --> 00:21:25,936 ne znam 314 00:21:25,980 --> 00:21:27,982 Hm... 315 00:21:32,813 --> 00:21:35,642 Kad sam probao, osjetio sam… 316 00:21:41,038 --> 00:21:44,477 Osjećao sam se bolje nego što sam ikad imao, pa... 317 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:46,914 Samo sam nastavio to raditi. 318 00:21:46,957 --> 00:21:50,178 Brinuo sam se da ti pušeći previše trave. 319 00:21:50,221 --> 00:21:54,704 U isto vrijeme to činite svaka droga na planeti? 320 00:21:54,748 --> 00:21:58,795 A je li to skrivanje i laganje? 321 00:21:58,839 --> 00:22:00,362 Zašto? 322 00:22:01,624 --> 00:22:03,670 - Ne znam. Hm... - Zašto? 323 00:22:03,713 --> 00:22:05,367 - Ne, reci mi zašto. - Razvedri se. 324 00:22:05,411 --> 00:22:07,543 - Ne znam. - Mislio sam da smo blizu. 325 00:22:07,587 --> 00:22:09,850 Mislio sam da smo bliže nego većina očeva i sinova. 326 00:22:09,893 --> 00:22:11,808 Da, osjećam da jesi uvijek razočaran u mene. 327 00:22:11,852 --> 00:22:13,288 Razočarani ste Nisam išla na fakultet. 328 00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:14,463 Možete li me kriviti?! 329 00:22:14,507 --> 00:22:16,117 Samo, ne tako davno, 330 00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:18,337 čitaš i ti napisao i bio si na 331 00:22:18,380 --> 00:22:19,773 vaterpolska reprezentacija. 332 00:22:19,816 --> 00:22:21,340 A pogledaj nas sada. 333 00:22:21,383 --> 00:22:22,863 - Tata... Možeš li molim te prestati? - Ovo nismo mi. 334 00:22:22,906 --> 00:22:24,995 - To nismo mi. - Molim te, molim te 335 00:22:25,039 --> 00:22:26,693 oboje, prestanite. 336 00:22:26,736 --> 00:22:29,609 Tata, stvarno mi je žao o svemu. 337 00:22:31,045 --> 00:22:33,221 Tata, tako sam… 338 00:22:35,789 --> 00:22:38,182 Stvarno mi je žao, tata. 339 00:22:42,056 --> 00:22:44,363 Nh, što imaš... 340 00:22:45,538 --> 00:22:47,975 ... naći ćeš ga opet. 341 00:22:50,717 --> 00:22:53,850 I dobit ćete ga natrag. 342 00:22:55,809 --> 00:22:57,376 Jao, jao, jao. 343 00:23:34,804 --> 00:23:36,676 Nic! 344 00:23:46,555 --> 00:23:48,557 Nic! 345 00:23:49,863 --> 00:23:51,255 Nic! 346 00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:54,737 Nic! 347 00:24:05,139 --> 00:24:07,141 Nic! 348 00:24:21,547 --> 00:24:22,983 Bok tata. 349 00:24:23,026 --> 00:24:24,724 Zdravo. 350 00:24:24,767 --> 00:24:26,377 Kako je u New Yorku? 351 00:24:26,421 --> 00:24:27,596 Dobro. Dobro. 352 00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:28,989 Dobar intervju danas. 353 00:24:29,032 --> 00:24:30,425 - Ugodno. - kako si 354 00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:33,036 Oh, dobro sam. Da. 355 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:34,690 Da? Jeste li sigurni? 356 00:24:34,734 --> 00:24:36,518 Da. Ja ne... dobro... 357 00:24:36,562 --> 00:24:38,302 Što? 358 00:24:38,346 --> 00:24:39,913 U redu je… 359 00:24:39,956 --> 00:24:41,392 Što se događa? 360 00:24:41,436 --> 00:24:44,308 Bilo nam je lijepo ovdje grupna sesija, 361 00:24:44,352 --> 00:24:46,920 i jedan od momaka je bio ovdje rekavši da će nešto učiniti 362 00:24:46,963 --> 00:24:49,052 za šansu da odem na koledž, ali ne može. 363 00:24:49,096 --> 00:24:51,098 - U redu. -A kad smo bili razgovarajući kasnije rekao je, 364 00:24:51,141 --> 00:24:53,317 “Još uvijek možeš ići na fakultet. Ne budi idiot. 365 00:24:53,361 --> 00:24:55,319 Idi u srednju školu.” 366 00:24:56,582 --> 00:24:58,105 Ne znam, to je jednostavno ludo. 367 00:24:58,148 --> 00:25:01,151 Shvatio sam da ne vjerujem trebao bih ostati. 368 00:25:01,195 --> 00:25:02,370 Volim pisati. 369 00:25:02,413 --> 00:25:04,938 I osjećam se kao da sam dobar u tome, 370 00:25:04,981 --> 00:25:07,723 i radim to puno, ali… 371 00:25:07,767 --> 00:25:10,596 očito ima još puno 372 00:25:10,639 --> 00:25:12,989 da učim i... 373 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:16,819 U svakom slučaju, hm… 374 00:25:16,863 --> 00:25:19,648 Rado bih to pokušao, ako… 375 00:25:19,692 --> 00:25:22,521 znaš, ako je to u redu s tobom. 376 00:25:25,393 --> 00:25:28,875 Da. Idem razgovarati s Karen i tvojoj majci. 377 00:25:29,919 --> 00:25:31,704 Otraga ovdje. 378 00:25:54,988 --> 00:25:56,598 Jeste li već upoznali svoju cimericu? 379 00:25:56,642 --> 00:25:57,817 Da, čini se dobro. 380 00:25:57,860 --> 00:25:59,906 Samo je u dvorani. 381 00:25:59,949 --> 00:26:01,211 Međutim, suosjećam s tobom. 382 00:26:02,648 --> 00:26:03,997 jao 383 00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:05,564 Nema problema. Ja ću ga trenirati. 384 00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:09,611 Prije nego što shvatiš, bit će slušajući Johna Zorna. 385 00:26:09,655 --> 00:26:11,482 Ah. 386 00:26:19,926 --> 00:26:21,841 Pa, oporavljam se. 387 00:26:21,884 --> 00:26:23,233 U redu. 388 00:26:34,941 --> 00:26:39,336 - Sve. - Sve. 389 00:26:53,089 --> 00:26:54,787 Dakle, ovo je pjesma 390 00:26:54,830 --> 00:26:56,397 Charlesa Bukowskog. 391 00:26:58,051 --> 00:27:02,446 Ovaj mi je čovjek spasio život nekoliko puta, pa... 392 00:27:02,490 --> 00:27:06,015 "Promijenio sam poslove i gradove, 393 00:27:06,059 --> 00:27:07,800 "Mrzio sam praznike, 394 00:27:07,843 --> 00:27:10,411 "bebe, povijest, 395 00:27:10,454 --> 00:27:13,762 "novine, muzeji, bake, 396 00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:17,766 brak, filmovi, pauci…” 397 00:27:17,810 --> 00:27:19,594 želim to vidjeti, Želim to vidjeti! oh! 398 00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:20,943 "... smeće, 399 00:27:20,987 --> 00:27:22,249 - "Engleski akcenti ... - Ugodno. Idi idi idi! 400 00:27:22,292 --> 00:27:24,381 "... Španjolska, Francuska, 401 00:27:24,425 --> 00:27:28,429 “Italija, orasi i narančasta boja. 402 00:27:28,472 --> 00:27:34,087 "Algebra me naljutila, od opere mi je muka, 403 00:27:34,130 --> 00:27:35,697 “Charlie Chaplin je bio lažnjak 404 00:27:35,741 --> 00:27:38,265 a cvijeće je bilo za maćuhice. " 405 00:27:42,008 --> 00:27:44,010 hvala vam 406 00:27:59,939 --> 00:28:02,681 dođi ovamo 407 00:28:08,295 --> 00:28:10,384 itd. 408 00:28:10,427 --> 00:28:12,995 zdravo 409 00:28:35,104 --> 00:28:36,627 gdje je tvoja kupaonica 410 00:28:36,671 --> 00:28:38,151 Bok, ima li kupaonica mogu koristiti? 411 00:28:38,194 --> 00:28:39,239 U redu dušo. 412 00:28:39,282 --> 00:28:40,501 Pokazat ću ti gdje je. 413 00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:42,111 Idi desno gore, lijevo. 414 00:29:54,488 --> 00:29:56,838 - Hej tata. Bok Nick. 415 00:29:56,882 --> 00:29:58,622 Kakva je situacija? Što se događa? 416 00:29:58,666 --> 00:30:00,059 Oh, ne, sve je ovdje ide dobro, da. 417 00:30:00,102 --> 00:30:01,538 Oh, zdravo, hvala na slanju novac. 418 00:30:01,582 --> 00:30:02,713 Stvarno to cijenim. 419 00:31:29,365 --> 00:31:31,977 Da, ti uvijek kopaš fondue. 420 00:31:32,020 --> 00:31:34,501 Oh, Patrick i Phil idem sutra, 421 00:31:34,544 --> 00:31:37,591 pa žele da im se pridružimo. 422 00:31:41,987 --> 00:31:43,510 Jesu li Jasper i Daisy ovdje, od strane nekoga...? 423 00:31:43,553 --> 00:31:45,512 - Oni nisu ovdje. - Ne? 424 00:31:45,555 --> 00:31:47,253 - Ne. Oh, nisu želiš me vidjeti? 425 00:31:47,296 --> 00:31:49,820 Ne, nisu te htjeli vidjeti. - Oh, teško je čuti. 426 00:31:49,864 --> 00:31:52,911 Pa, jednostavno ću ga uzeti mjesto na ovoj sofi 427 00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:54,042 i razmisli o tome, ha? 428 00:31:54,086 --> 00:31:55,478 - Oh! - Oh! Oh! 429 00:31:55,522 --> 00:31:58,873 Bože moj! O, moj Bože, to je Daisy! 430 00:31:58,917 --> 00:32:00,483 O Jasper! 431 00:32:00,527 --> 00:32:03,356 O moj Bože, vi ljudi postao je mnogo veći! 432 00:32:03,399 --> 00:32:06,402 Oh! O moj Bože, tako si…! 433 00:32:07,664 --> 00:32:09,362 - U redu. - Danska, 1632. 434 00:32:09,405 --> 00:32:11,538 - Oh ne. - Mi... 435 00:32:11,581 --> 00:32:15,672 Volim gledati unatrag na Hula-Hoop povijesti. 436 00:32:15,716 --> 00:32:18,240 Tako važno za, uh, 437 00:32:18,284 --> 00:32:20,590 kultura mira i mudrosti. 438 00:32:20,634 --> 00:32:22,114 Hm, muškarac 439 00:32:22,157 --> 00:32:24,420 - pozvao je George ... - Hoopulu. 440 00:32:24,464 --> 00:32:27,510 Gdje, ha ... gdje, dobro ... 441 00:32:27,554 --> 00:32:29,208 I mislio je… 442 00:32:29,251 --> 00:32:31,775 “Pa, hoću 443 00:32:31,819 --> 00:32:33,386 razviti nešto što ja..." 444 00:32:38,913 --> 00:32:40,262 zdravo 445 00:32:40,306 --> 00:32:43,178 Zdravo. Hm... 446 00:32:43,222 --> 00:32:45,659 zdravo Hm... 447 00:32:45,702 --> 00:32:48,618 Pitao sam se, što misliš? Mogu li večeras koristiti tvoj auto? 448 00:32:48,662 --> 00:32:51,056 Jer ja samo… Želim ići na sastanak. 449 00:32:51,099 --> 00:32:53,014 Oh. Imate li sastanak večeras? 450 00:32:53,058 --> 00:32:54,885 Naravno. 451 00:32:58,280 --> 00:32:59,629 Jesi li dobro? 452 00:32:59,673 --> 00:33:01,327 Da. ja samo... 453 00:33:02,589 --> 00:33:04,025 - Oni su ludi. - da 454 00:33:04,069 --> 00:33:06,723 Jako su uzbuđeni ti si kod kuće. 455 00:33:08,769 --> 00:33:11,598 - Mislim, vidim te ujutro valjda. -U redu. 456 00:33:13,295 --> 00:33:15,254 U redu. 457 00:33:38,016 --> 00:33:39,843 Da! Hm! 458 00:34:02,475 --> 00:34:04,216 Gdje je?! 459 00:34:04,259 --> 00:34:05,782 nemam ga! 460 00:34:05,826 --> 00:34:07,306 Gdje je?! 461 00:34:07,349 --> 00:34:08,872 nemam ga! 462 00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,700 Dečki, dečki, dečki, dečki, dečki. 463 00:34:10,744 --> 00:34:12,398 Gdje je?! 464 00:34:12,441 --> 00:34:14,095 - Ljudi, ljudi, prestanite. - Ne znam! 465 00:34:14,139 --> 00:34:15,923 Stop. smiri se Što se ovdje događa? 466 00:34:15,966 --> 00:34:17,751 Uzela mi je novac! 467 00:34:17,794 --> 00:34:19,187 Nisam to napravio. 468 00:34:19,231 --> 00:34:21,407 u redu, u redu. Hajde, siđi dolje 469 00:34:21,450 --> 00:34:23,148 - i vidjeti mamu, u redu? - Ti si ih uzeo! 470 00:34:23,191 --> 00:34:25,106 -Ne, nemoj to učiniti Stani stani. 471 00:34:25,150 --> 00:34:28,153 - Nisam ga uzeo, tata. - Znam da nisi. U redu. 472 00:34:28,196 --> 00:34:30,938 Samo idi dolje i doručkovati. 473 00:34:30,981 --> 00:34:32,070 bok što se dogodilo 474 00:34:33,767 --> 00:34:35,116 Nema ih više. 475 00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:37,640 U redu. jeste li sigurni imao si ga unutra? 476 00:34:37,684 --> 00:34:40,817 - da Imala sam ih jučer. - U redu. 477 00:34:47,824 --> 00:34:49,826 Jasperova ušteđevina je nestala. 478 00:34:51,828 --> 00:34:53,830 Da? Bilo je čudno. 479 00:34:59,184 --> 00:35:02,143 Jesi li uzeo njegovih osam dolara? 480 00:35:03,318 --> 00:35:04,798 Što? 481 00:35:04,841 --> 00:35:06,104 Čuo si me. 482 00:35:07,148 --> 00:35:08,889 Zašto bih? 483 00:35:08,932 --> 00:35:11,674 Nestalo je, a netko mora da je to učinio. 484 00:35:11,718 --> 00:35:13,589 Točno, znači to sam ja. 485 00:35:13,633 --> 00:35:16,026 Ovo je jebeno smiješno. 486 00:35:16,070 --> 00:35:19,247 Koristiš li opet? 487 00:35:19,291 --> 00:35:22,076 Hoću li ponovno koristiti? br. 488 00:35:24,078 --> 00:35:26,820 Jesi li trenutno napušen? 489 00:35:26,863 --> 00:35:28,474 Što k...? br. 490 00:35:28,517 --> 00:35:30,563 - Jebi se. - "Jebi se"? 491 00:35:30,606 --> 00:35:32,086 Ne razgovaraj tako sa mnom. 492 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,696 Jesi li trenutno napušen? 493 00:35:33,740 --> 00:35:35,089 br. 494 00:35:35,133 --> 00:35:36,699 Trenutno ne koristite? 495 00:35:36,743 --> 00:35:38,136 Koristite li? 496 00:35:38,179 --> 00:35:41,835 Nema tate Trenutno nisam jebeno glasan! 497 00:35:41,878 --> 00:35:43,880 U redu. 498 00:35:47,232 --> 00:35:50,539 Slušaj, to je bilo kockanje da te pošaljem na fakultet. 499 00:35:50,583 --> 00:35:53,281 Svi su to podržali. 500 00:35:53,325 --> 00:35:55,283 Drago mi je da si otišao. 501 00:35:56,458 --> 00:35:58,982 Povratak je dio re ... 502 00:35:59,026 --> 00:36:00,941 Povratak je dio oporavka. 503 00:36:00,984 --> 00:36:04,901 - Onda ćemo dobiti... - Bolje hodam. 504 00:36:13,301 --> 00:36:15,782 - David? - Bok. 505 00:36:15,825 --> 00:36:18,567 Samo... gdje-gdje hoćeš li ići? 506 00:36:18,611 --> 00:36:20,874 Ne možeš samo otići. Ovo je smiješno. 507 00:36:20,917 --> 00:36:22,528 - Hajdemo. - Hoćeš li razgovarati s nama? 508 00:36:22,571 --> 00:36:24,486 stvarno mislim... samo želimo razgovarati s tobom. 509 00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:26,923 Zašto ne... Pokušajte nam pomoći da razumijemo. 510 00:36:26,967 --> 00:36:28,621 - Ili nam jednostavno dopustite da vam pomognemo. - OK? 511 00:36:28,664 --> 00:36:30,144 Ne želim tvoju jebenu pomoć. Zar to ne razumiješ? 512 00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:31,537 - Ne, ne znaš. Isuse Kriste, pa što 513 00:36:31,580 --> 00:36:32,886 pakao nije u redu s tobom onda ha? 514 00:36:32,929 --> 00:36:34,322 - Što dovraga nije u redu? s vama ljudi? - Nick. 515 00:36:34,366 --> 00:36:35,845 - Ne! Jebeno me gušiš. - Bok. 516 00:36:35,889 --> 00:36:37,456 - Oh... - Jebeno me gušiš! 517 00:36:37,499 --> 00:36:39,936 Tko smo to mi? Jesmo li mi problem? 518 00:36:39,980 --> 00:36:42,200 Ne, znaš što, ti si taj koji to radi! 519 00:36:42,243 --> 00:36:43,940 Ti si taj tko to uzrokuje! 520 00:36:43,984 --> 00:36:46,204 A ti si jedina tko to može zaustaviti! 521 00:36:46,247 --> 00:36:48,206 Jebote, riješi to! 522 00:37:16,495 --> 00:37:17,539 Jebati! 523 00:37:18,584 --> 00:37:20,107 Jebati! 524 00:39:13,220 --> 00:39:15,614 Dakle, ovo je za, 525 00:39:15,657 --> 00:39:17,355 New York Times Magazine? 526 00:39:17,398 --> 00:39:19,139 o ne 527 00:39:19,182 --> 00:39:20,488 Ja sam ... Ja pišem. 528 00:39:20,532 --> 00:39:22,055 Honorarac sam za razne časopise, 529 00:39:22,098 --> 00:39:25,145 ali ovo je… Ovo je osobna stvar. 530 00:39:25,188 --> 00:39:27,408 - Osobna stvar? - da žao mi je 531 00:39:27,452 --> 00:39:29,671 - Je li u redu? - Ne, savršeno je u redu. 532 00:39:29,715 --> 00:39:31,586 Smijem li pitati što-što vrijedi li ovo? 533 00:39:31,630 --> 00:39:34,067 Uh, radi se o mom sinu. 534 00:39:34,110 --> 00:39:36,112 U redu. 535 00:39:39,115 --> 00:39:42,336 On je učinio sve vrste droga, 536 00:39:42,380 --> 00:39:44,251 ali je ovisan taj kristal, 537 00:39:44,294 --> 00:39:48,081 što se čini najgori od svih. 538 00:39:48,124 --> 00:39:50,388 I pretpostavljam da sam ovdje 539 00:39:50,431 --> 00:39:54,130 jer samo želim znati sve što mogu 540 00:39:54,174 --> 00:39:57,133 o svemu. 541 00:39:57,177 --> 00:39:59,701 Dakle, oh, kristalni met, oh, 542 00:39:59,745 --> 00:40:01,616 daje korisniku osjećaj trenutna euforija... 543 00:40:01,660 --> 00:40:04,227 barem kad ga uzme. 544 00:40:04,271 --> 00:40:05,446 znaš, ali kad prođe, 545 00:40:05,490 --> 00:40:07,274 s iscrpljivanjem od čak 60% 546 00:40:07,317 --> 00:40:10,233 dopamina, korisnik mora povećati doze. 547 00:40:10,277 --> 00:40:14,281 Mora ga udvostručiti, utrostručiti samo da osjetim nešto, 548 00:40:14,324 --> 00:40:16,457 uzrokujući još više oštećenja živaca, 549 00:40:16,501 --> 00:40:20,374 koji se povećava prisila na korištenje. 550 00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:21,941 Strašan bicikl. 551 00:40:23,986 --> 00:40:26,162 - Što se događa? - Bok. 552 00:40:26,206 --> 00:40:28,904 Samo malo istraži. 553 00:40:56,192 --> 00:40:58,151 Zdravo. 554 00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:06,289 Jeste li gladni? 555 00:41:06,333 --> 00:41:09,467 Želiš li nešto dobiti? 556 00:41:09,510 --> 00:41:12,121 Većina momaka me samo pita za utjecajan posao. 557 00:41:12,165 --> 00:41:15,734 o ne Ne, samo sam ponudi nešto za jelo. 558 00:41:15,777 --> 00:41:18,171 Možda malo razgovarati, ako si dorastao tome. 559 00:41:18,214 --> 00:41:21,566 Promjene meta mozak fizički. 560 00:41:21,609 --> 00:41:24,046 Ovdje vidimo gubitak dopaminskih receptora 561 00:41:24,090 --> 00:41:26,048 u mozgu korisnika meta. 562 00:41:26,092 --> 00:41:29,661 Sada ću vam pokazati nešto drugo ovdje. 563 00:41:29,704 --> 00:41:32,402 Vidite, uh, ovdje Evo ova dva crvena, dobro… 564 00:41:32,446 --> 00:41:34,013 - velike crvene mrlje ovdje? - da 565 00:41:34,056 --> 00:41:36,798 U redu, ono što pokazuje je hiperaktivnost u amigdali. 566 00:41:36,842 --> 00:41:38,757 A amigdala je regija mozga 567 00:41:38,800 --> 00:41:41,281 to je povezano uz tjeskobu i strah. 568 00:41:41,324 --> 00:41:43,457 Ovdje amigdala vrišti. 569 00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:49,245 Što nam ovo pokazuje 570 00:41:49,289 --> 00:41:51,683 je li to tamo biološku osnovu, 571 00:41:51,726 --> 00:41:55,425 kod korisnika je možda neće moći... 572 00:41:55,469 --> 00:41:57,558 ne nevoljko, nego nesposobno... 573 00:41:57,602 --> 00:42:00,561 sudjelovati u normalnim programima liječenja. 574 00:42:00,605 --> 00:42:02,084 Bio sam i na rehabilitaciji. 575 00:42:03,216 --> 00:42:04,739 Tri puta. 576 00:42:04,783 --> 00:42:07,220 Pobjegao svaki put. 577 00:42:07,263 --> 00:42:09,701 Zašto? 578 00:42:09,744 --> 00:42:11,920 Bio je to pakao. 579 00:42:11,964 --> 00:42:14,357 Htio umrijeti. 580 00:42:14,401 --> 00:42:16,359 Zašto je to bio pakao? 581 00:42:16,403 --> 00:42:19,232 Sve to božje sranje. 582 00:42:19,275 --> 00:42:21,234 Također, jednostavno ne znate kako će biti dobro 583 00:42:21,277 --> 00:42:23,236 kad postane dobro 584 00:42:23,279 --> 00:42:25,368 Teško je to objasniti. 585 00:42:25,412 --> 00:42:27,283 Osjeća se kao kokain 586 00:42:27,327 --> 00:42:28,894 ali umnoženo kroz, kao tisuću. 587 00:42:28,937 --> 00:42:30,591 Ili, kao milijun. 588 00:42:30,635 --> 00:42:33,246 Što to znači za Nica? 589 00:42:33,289 --> 00:42:35,248 Slušajte, g. Sheff, ja... 590 00:42:35,291 --> 00:42:38,207 ne znam tko ti je što obećao 591 00:42:38,251 --> 00:42:42,255 ali stopa uspješnosti je jednoznamenkasti. 592 00:42:44,213 --> 00:42:45,563 U redu. 593 00:42:47,652 --> 00:42:50,437 Što je s tvojim roditeljima? 594 00:42:50,480 --> 00:42:52,613 Što je s njima? 595 00:42:52,657 --> 00:42:55,485 ne misliš li jesu li zabrinuti za tebe? 596 00:42:55,529 --> 00:42:58,010 nećeš li... 597 00:42:58,053 --> 00:43:00,316 neka znaju da... 598 00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,623 Nije im svejedno. 599 00:43:02,667 --> 00:43:06,018 Pa, mislim da hoće. 600 00:43:07,062 --> 00:43:10,065 Što ti dovraga znaš? 601 00:43:16,855 --> 00:43:18,813 moram ići 602 00:43:18,857 --> 00:43:22,034 Oh. U redu. 603 00:43:25,385 --> 00:43:27,953 Hvala. 604 00:43:45,579 --> 00:43:48,364 - Zdravo! - Zdravo! Hej sada! 605 00:44:45,421 --> 00:44:46,988 Bog. 606 00:46:15,860 --> 00:46:17,775 pokušat ću neki Klingonci na tebi. 607 00:46:17,818 --> 00:46:18,906 Spreman? 608 00:46:27,523 --> 00:46:29,699 - Znaš li što sam rekao? - Mogu li dobiti Coca-Colu? 609 00:46:29,743 --> 00:46:31,136 Točno. 610 00:46:31,179 --> 00:46:32,964 to je sve 611 00:46:33,007 --> 00:46:34,966 Točno sam to pitao. 612 00:46:35,009 --> 00:46:36,445 Mogu li dobiti Coca-Colu? 613 00:46:36,489 --> 00:46:38,360 U redu. Ako me pitate na klingonskom, 614 00:46:38,404 --> 00:46:40,406 možda ti donesem kolu. 615 00:46:57,989 --> 00:47:00,121 Zdravo. 616 00:47:12,655 --> 00:47:14,614 Oh, vau. 617 00:47:16,050 --> 00:47:18,270 Ovo se uopće nije promijenilo. 618 00:47:18,313 --> 00:47:21,403 Ovo mjesto. 619 00:47:22,535 --> 00:47:24,232 - Bok. - Pa kakva je situacija? 620 00:47:24,276 --> 00:47:25,668 osjećam se dobro 621 00:47:25,712 --> 00:47:27,888 Samo znaš, ako… 622 00:47:27,932 --> 00:47:29,716 ovaj... 623 00:47:29,759 --> 00:47:31,718 samo učini što treba učiniti 624 00:47:32,762 --> 00:47:34,590 Što to znači? 625 00:47:34,634 --> 00:47:38,377 Samo biti odgovoran za sebe i… 626 00:47:38,420 --> 00:47:40,640 Sama sam dala otkaz, znaš, pa… 627 00:47:40,683 --> 00:47:42,816 Sada imam pet dana. 628 00:47:44,426 --> 00:47:46,689 Osjećam se kao da sam dobro, ali samo trebam, hm... 629 00:47:46,733 --> 00:47:49,867 samo mi treba nekoliko stotina dolara. 630 00:47:49,910 --> 00:47:51,607 Nj, ne mogu ti dati nešto novca. 631 00:47:53,609 --> 00:47:55,568 Da. 632 00:47:55,611 --> 00:47:57,831 U redu. 633 00:47:57,875 --> 00:47:59,572 To je samo 200 dolara. Samo trebam, hm... 634 00:47:59,615 --> 00:48:01,139 Samo trebam dobiti neko sranje zajedno. 635 00:48:01,182 --> 00:48:02,444 Želim ići u New York. 636 00:48:02,488 --> 00:48:04,751 - New York? - da 637 00:48:04,794 --> 00:48:06,622 Moram van iz San Francisca. 638 00:48:06,666 --> 00:48:08,320 Previše ih je... 639 00:48:08,363 --> 00:48:10,235 Sve ove jebeno loše vibracije ovdje 640 00:48:10,278 --> 00:48:13,194 cijelo vrijeme. 641 00:48:13,238 --> 00:48:15,109 Da, samo trebam nekoliko stotina dolara. 642 00:48:15,153 --> 00:48:17,503 Zašto jednostavno ne bismo ručali i razgovarati? 643 00:48:17,546 --> 00:48:20,071 - Možemo mi to, zar ne? - Mm. 644 00:48:20,114 --> 00:48:21,681 Hmm. 645 00:48:26,077 --> 00:48:28,775 Kako... kako je Karen i, uh ... i djeca? 646 00:48:28,818 --> 00:48:32,213 U redu. Pitaju za tebe. 647 00:48:32,257 --> 00:48:35,129 To je njihov korak naprijed sljedeći tjedan, i znam da bi te voljeli... 648 00:48:35,173 --> 00:48:37,044 Tata, ti si, uh ... ti si Saplićeš me krivnjom, u redu? 649 00:48:37,088 --> 00:48:38,567 Ne, samo kažem... 650 00:48:38,611 --> 00:48:40,874 Trebao bih se osjećati užasno o sebi. 651 00:48:42,397 --> 00:48:47,011 Znam da su te htjeli biti tamo, to je sve. 652 00:48:47,054 --> 00:48:48,708 Žao mi je, tata. 653 00:48:48,751 --> 00:48:52,233 Hm… samo trebam Nešto prokletog novca, u redu? 654 00:48:52,277 --> 00:48:53,713 Pa molim te samo mi daj neki prokleti novac. 655 00:48:53,756 --> 00:48:55,019 I onda? Gdje je ovo kraj? 656 00:48:55,062 --> 00:48:56,585 Ovo je... imam vidjeti ovo do kraja. 657 00:48:56,629 --> 00:48:58,196 Ovo je vrsta treninga za mene upravo sada. 658 00:48:58,239 --> 00:48:59,501 - Trijezan sam već pet dana. Ne izgleda tako 659 00:48:59,545 --> 00:49:00,763 drago mi je što radi, Nic. 660 00:49:00,807 --> 00:49:01,939 Oh, ne izgleda tako kao da radi? 661 00:49:01,982 --> 00:49:02,852 - Onda, onda terapija? ha? -Ne. 662 00:49:02,896 --> 00:49:04,289 - Možeš doći kući. - Ne. 663 00:49:04,332 --> 00:49:05,768 - Ne bi... - Uspjet ćemo. molim vas. 664 00:49:05,812 --> 00:49:07,292 Nic. 665 00:49:08,510 --> 00:49:10,338 molim vas. 666 00:49:17,128 --> 00:49:19,695 - Malo sam istraživao. Jeste li proveli kakvo prokleto istraživanje? 667 00:49:19,739 --> 00:49:21,741 - Mora da se šališ, tata. - Ne... 668 00:49:21,784 --> 00:49:23,743 Misliš da imaš ovo pod kontrolom. 669 00:49:23,786 --> 00:49:26,876 - Mm-hmm. -I razumijem kako se bojiš. 670 00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:28,878 Razumijem zašto radim stvari… ne čini me 671 00:49:28,922 --> 00:49:31,403 nešto drugo, u redu? Privlači me ludilo. 672 00:49:31,446 --> 00:49:33,405 I samo ti je neugodno, jer sam bio kao što znaš 673 00:49:33,448 --> 00:49:34,667 Bio sam kao, ova nevjerojatna stvar, 674 00:49:34,710 --> 00:49:36,625 kao svoju posebnu kreaciju ili nešto, 675 00:49:36,669 --> 00:49:39,019 - i ne sviđa ti se tko sam sada. - Da? 676 00:49:39,063 --> 00:49:40,760 - Tko si ti, Nic? - Ovo sam ja, tata. 677 00:49:40,803 --> 00:49:42,805 Ovdje. Ovo sam ja. 678 00:49:50,074 --> 00:49:52,163 Ne sviđa vam se što vidite? 679 00:49:58,604 --> 00:50:02,869 znaš, što više razmišljam o tome... 680 00:50:02,912 --> 00:50:05,132 Mama je trebala dobiti skrbništvo. 681 00:50:05,176 --> 00:50:07,700 Jer ti uvijek mora biti jebeno 682 00:50:07,743 --> 00:50:09,571 kontrolira sve cijelo vrijeme. 683 00:50:09,615 --> 00:50:12,139 Možete biti ljuti na mene, Nic. Činio sam greške. 684 00:50:12,183 --> 00:50:15,055 razumijem to. želim koju nisam imao, ali jesam. 685 00:50:15,099 --> 00:50:17,884 Ali, Bože, što govoriš upravo sada 686 00:50:17,927 --> 00:50:20,930 - Nema smisla. - Radiš to upravo sada! 687 00:50:20,974 --> 00:50:22,671 - Sada me jebeno kontroliraš! - Nisi ti. 688 00:50:22,715 --> 00:50:24,543 Nisi, Nic. Droga govori. 689 00:50:24,586 --> 00:50:25,718 Što radi? čak i jebeno zao, ha? 690 00:50:25,761 --> 00:50:27,154 Psihološki teror. 691 00:50:27,198 --> 00:50:28,721 - To rade ovisnici. - Koji vrag 692 00:50:28,764 --> 00:50:30,027 jesi li upravo sada ha? 693 00:50:30,070 --> 00:50:32,942 sta je ovo Što radiš, ha? 694 00:50:40,994 --> 00:50:42,996 Oh, čovječe. 695 00:50:46,086 --> 00:50:49,046 Nisam htjela da prođe ovako 696 00:50:52,788 --> 00:50:54,355 U redu. 697 00:50:54,399 --> 00:50:56,053 Trebao bih ići, tata. 698 00:51:00,840 --> 00:51:03,451 - Dopusti mi... dopusti da ti rezerviram sobu. - Ne, tata. 699 00:51:03,495 --> 00:51:06,193 - U hotelu na nekoliko noći. - Ne, tata... 700 00:51:06,237 --> 00:51:09,457 - Zašto jednostavno ne uzmemo hranu? - Tata, trebao bih ići. 701 00:51:11,024 --> 00:51:12,286 Možeš li se barem oprostiti? 702 00:51:12,330 --> 00:51:13,853 ćao tata 703 00:51:25,604 --> 00:51:27,562 Gdje spava? 704 00:51:27,606 --> 00:51:30,130 Brini, ne brini o tome dušo. 705 00:51:30,174 --> 00:51:31,305 Dobro mu ide. 706 00:51:36,354 --> 00:51:38,747 Hm... 707 00:51:38,791 --> 00:51:41,576 možda ima prijatelja i on tamo spava. 708 00:51:41,620 --> 00:51:45,319 Mm-hmm. Da. Možda. - Dupin. 709 00:51:45,363 --> 00:51:47,104 - Nadam se. - Treba "E." 710 00:51:47,147 --> 00:51:48,496 Slon. 711 00:51:48,540 --> 00:51:50,672 - Mogu li ga nazvati? - Hm. 712 00:51:50,716 --> 00:51:52,457 Ne, pokušao sam. 713 00:51:52,500 --> 00:51:55,547 - Telefon mu je isključen. - Mogu li mu poslati poruku? 714 00:51:55,590 --> 00:51:59,899 Možda će biti usamljen i ponovno uključiti telefon? 715 00:51:59,942 --> 00:52:02,336 To je dobra ideja. 716 00:52:02,380 --> 00:52:04,338 Da. Hajde da probamo. 717 00:52:58,479 --> 00:53:00,177 Dave. 718 00:53:00,220 --> 00:53:02,527 - Da? - U redu. Sada idemo. 719 00:53:06,270 --> 00:53:08,228 Hej, Dave, zatvori oči. 720 00:53:08,272 --> 00:53:09,795 U redu. 721 00:53:13,277 --> 00:53:15,235 I ... otvori ih! 722 00:53:16,584 --> 00:53:18,282 Oh. Vau. 723 00:53:18,325 --> 00:53:19,718 Wow! 724 00:54:17,950 --> 00:54:19,647 Zdravo? 725 00:54:19,691 --> 00:54:22,476 Ovo je Julie Ford na Bolnica Bellevue u New Yorku. 726 00:54:22,520 --> 00:54:24,348 Je li Nic Sheff vaš sin? 727 00:54:27,916 --> 00:54:29,440 Uh, gospodine Sheff, 728 00:54:29,483 --> 00:54:31,920 žao mi je nedostajali smo jedno drugom prije. 729 00:54:31,964 --> 00:54:35,097 Tako se Nic i dalje osjeća određena respiratorna depresija, 730 00:54:35,141 --> 00:54:37,012 ali njegovi vitalni znakovi će se vratiti. 731 00:54:37,056 --> 00:54:39,406 Gospodine, spremni smo za polazak. 732 00:54:39,450 --> 00:54:40,929 u redu u redu. 733 00:54:40,973 --> 00:54:43,584 Hm...mogu li razgovarati s njim? 734 00:54:43,628 --> 00:54:46,021 - Ne, to neće biti moguće. - Gospodine, trebam vas da se isključite 735 00:54:46,065 --> 00:54:47,675 - telefon. -Vjeruj mi, Ne bismo ga trebali probuditi. 736 00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:49,590 - Mm-hmm. -Pokušaj ponovo za nekoliko sati, ali u redu? 737 00:54:49,634 --> 00:54:52,593 - U redu. Uh, bi li mu dopustio znam da ... -Gospodine. gosp. 738 00:54:52,637 --> 00:54:56,031 - Molim te. - Ako želiš, molim te pusti me Zna li da sam na putu? 739 00:55:04,431 --> 00:55:05,606 Odjavio se. 740 00:55:05,650 --> 00:55:06,868 Što? 741 00:55:06,912 --> 00:55:08,348 Protiv naloga liječnika. 742 00:55:08,392 --> 00:55:10,437 - Ne, ne, on se ugasio. - Žao mi je, gospodine. 743 00:55:10,481 --> 00:55:12,787 Izvukao je I.V. i kateter i lijevo. 744 00:55:12,831 --> 00:55:14,223 Prije koliko vremena? 745 00:55:14,267 --> 00:55:16,704 Deset do 15 minuta. 746 00:55:16,748 --> 00:55:19,141 Žao mi je, gospodine. 747 00:55:42,817 --> 00:55:44,776 Da. 748 00:56:05,449 --> 00:56:07,494 Vidi, razmišljao sam o tome, 749 00:56:07,538 --> 00:56:09,409 i ja sam gotova s drogom. 750 00:56:09,453 --> 00:56:11,542 To je to. 751 00:56:13,935 --> 00:56:16,329 Kažem ti, tata. 752 00:56:16,373 --> 00:56:18,331 gotova sam 753 00:56:28,515 --> 00:56:30,909 A kako bi to funkcioniralo? 754 00:56:30,952 --> 00:56:34,434 mislim, nakon onoga što se upravo dogodilo. 755 00:56:49,667 --> 00:56:51,799 Sada, ako ste u blizini, 756 00:56:51,843 --> 00:56:53,410 naredbe i pojedinosti o evakuaciji, 757 00:56:53,453 --> 00:56:55,716 uključujući pokretne prostorije, možete pronaći na... 758 00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:58,110 Dakle, u 3:00, imamo konferencijski poziv 759 00:56:58,153 --> 00:56:59,720 sa zatvorenicima u Mississippiju. 760 00:56:59,764 --> 00:57:01,069 To je bilo sve za sada. 761 00:57:01,113 --> 00:57:02,723 3:30, onaj u Novom Meksiku. 762 00:57:02,767 --> 00:57:04,725 I 4:00, onaj u Oregonu. 763 00:57:04,769 --> 00:57:07,467 Malo sam istraživao na onom u Novom Meksiku. 764 00:57:07,511 --> 00:57:10,818 Mm-hmm. - Naplaćuju 40.000 dolara mjesečno. 765 00:57:10,862 --> 00:57:12,429 znaš, nije čak ni ocijenjeno tako dobro. 766 00:57:12,472 --> 00:57:14,518 Ovo ćemo samo preskočiti. 767 00:57:14,561 --> 00:57:17,303 Slušaj, o mjestu otvaranje ovdje u Los Angelesu, 768 00:57:17,346 --> 00:57:19,523 To je možda i najbolje rješenje do daljnjeg. 769 00:57:19,566 --> 00:57:22,526 - Javit ću se s njima za sat vremena. -Mm. 770 00:57:23,788 --> 00:57:25,746 Odmori se, Davide. 771 00:57:25,790 --> 00:57:27,922 Zašto mi ne dopuštaš preuzeti za sada? 772 00:57:33,275 --> 00:57:34,799 itd. 773 00:57:34,842 --> 00:57:36,627 tata? 774 00:57:36,670 --> 00:57:38,455 Da. 775 00:57:38,498 --> 00:57:42,415 Hoćeš li me provjeriti? svakih 15 minuta? 776 00:57:42,459 --> 00:57:44,809 Da. 777 00:58:22,368 --> 00:58:24,675 Želite li donijeti I jedan od vaših dinosaura? 778 00:58:27,765 --> 00:58:29,549 Što kažete na knjigu? 779 00:58:31,246 --> 00:58:33,771 Ne? U redu. 780 00:58:41,300 --> 00:58:42,997 Zdravo. Zdravo. 781 00:58:45,304 --> 00:58:47,393 mogu li dobiti zagrljaj 782 00:58:47,436 --> 00:58:48,481 Ne? 783 00:58:48,525 --> 00:58:50,048 Zašto ne? 784 00:58:50,091 --> 00:58:52,572 jesi li ljuta na mene 785 00:58:52,616 --> 00:58:54,748 Jer moraš ići? 786 00:58:55,749 --> 00:58:57,403 U redu. 787 00:58:57,446 --> 00:59:01,276 Pa… bit će vam drago vidjeti majku, ali, zar ne? 788 00:59:03,322 --> 00:59:05,280 Želim da znaš nešto. 789 00:59:05,324 --> 00:59:07,718 Kad se vratiš, bit ću ovdje... 790 00:59:07,761 --> 00:59:10,851 točno ... bit ću ovdje za tebe. 791 00:59:10,895 --> 00:59:12,636 U redu? 792 00:59:12,679 --> 00:59:15,856 I nazovi me kad ti budem nedostajala, i nazvat ću te. 793 00:59:17,118 --> 00:59:19,556 znate koliko te volim 794 00:59:26,519 --> 00:59:30,654 Kad biste mogli uzeti sve riječi u jeziku, 795 00:59:30,697 --> 00:59:33,831 ipak se ne bi opisala koliko te volim 796 00:59:33,874 --> 00:59:37,095 I kad bi mogao skupljati sve ove riječi zajedno, 797 00:59:37,138 --> 00:59:39,880 ipak se ne bi opisala što osjećam prema tebi 798 00:59:39,924 --> 00:59:42,883 Što osjećam prema tebi je sve. 799 00:59:44,711 --> 00:59:47,584 volim te više od svega. 800 00:59:49,281 --> 00:59:51,631 Sve? 801 00:59:51,675 --> 00:59:53,328 Da, sve. 802 01:00:25,491 --> 01:00:27,493 Zdravo. 803 01:00:27,536 --> 01:00:29,713 To je moja majka. 804 01:00:29,756 --> 01:00:32,716 baš sam sretna došao si u I.A. 805 01:00:32,759 --> 01:00:34,631 Znate to, zar ne? 806 01:00:40,506 --> 01:00:42,682 Jednostavno ne znaš što je biti... 807 01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:44,684 - Nemoj to činiti, mama. - U redu. 808 01:00:44,728 --> 01:00:46,904 žao mi je U redu. 809 01:00:53,562 --> 01:00:56,174 Sve čega sam se mogao sjetiti bili ste vi 810 01:01:01,179 --> 01:01:04,530 Znam da ovo mora zvučati besmisleno, ali žao mi je. 811 01:01:08,055 --> 01:01:10,275 žao mi je 812 01:01:11,755 --> 01:01:13,408 Oh, Nicky. 813 01:01:19,153 --> 01:01:21,678 Baš si srce. 814 01:01:21,721 --> 01:01:23,680 Znate to, zar ne? 815 01:01:28,032 --> 01:01:30,164 Fuj. 816 01:01:44,222 --> 01:01:46,180 Hej, hajde, stari! 817 01:01:46,224 --> 01:01:48,443 - Baš si bezobrazan. - Nisam bezobrazna. 818 01:01:48,487 --> 01:01:50,750 Tako si bez poštovanja. 819 01:01:52,796 --> 01:01:54,406 - Dolazim k tebi! - Oh, mama! 820 01:01:54,449 --> 01:01:57,365 Uh-ha. ti o da pogledam svoje dupe, dušo! 821 01:01:57,409 --> 01:01:59,672 Gledaš mi dupe! 822 01:02:08,420 --> 01:02:10,074 Jebati. 823 01:02:33,184 --> 01:02:34,663 To je ono što dobivam za pomoć. 824 01:02:34,707 --> 01:02:36,491 Zašto se toliko vučeš? 825 01:02:36,535 --> 01:02:38,885 - Žao mi je. - Zašto me mrziš? 826 01:02:54,596 --> 01:02:56,598 Kakav je osjećaj? 827 01:03:00,864 --> 01:03:04,128 Kao da sam prava osoba. 828 01:03:12,092 --> 01:03:15,661 jednog dana, Probala sam metamfetamin... 829 01:03:15,704 --> 01:03:18,142 da Bilo je dobro. 830 01:03:18,185 --> 01:03:20,666 ...i mislio sam, 831 01:03:20,709 --> 01:03:23,103 "Ovo je ono što je nedostajalo." 832 01:03:23,147 --> 01:03:25,802 Osjećao sam se potpunim. 833 01:03:25,845 --> 01:03:27,847 Danas je dobar dan. 834 01:03:27,891 --> 01:03:30,719 Da, jesam jureći tako visoko 835 01:03:30,763 --> 01:03:32,721 od tada. 836 01:03:32,765 --> 01:03:34,723 nije bitno... 837 01:03:34,767 --> 01:03:36,725 koliko upoznati... 838 01:03:36,769 --> 01:03:40,686 ili što mogu naći pucati u moje tijelo... 839 01:03:40,729 --> 01:03:43,167 Jesam, nikad dosta. 840 01:03:46,474 --> 01:03:49,869 I otišao sam na nekoliko rehabilitacija, 841 01:03:49,913 --> 01:03:51,479 dao sam otkaz, 842 01:03:51,523 --> 01:03:54,265 razgovarali bi o bolesti, naravno, 843 01:03:54,308 --> 01:03:55,875 ali... 844 01:03:55,919 --> 01:03:57,616 nikada nije kliknuo. 845 01:04:00,488 --> 01:04:04,710 Sve do jednog dana Probudio sam se u bolnici 846 01:04:04,753 --> 01:04:08,018 i neko me je pitao, 847 01:04:08,061 --> 01:04:10,498 "Koji je tvoj problem?" 848 01:04:13,327 --> 01:04:16,548 A ja sam rekao: “Ja sam alkoholičar i ovisnik. " 849 01:04:16,591 --> 01:04:18,376 I rekao je… 850 01:04:18,419 --> 01:04:21,596 “Ne, tako ti je riješili vaš problem. " 851 01:04:21,640 --> 01:04:23,598 Mm-hmm. - Tako je. 852 01:04:23,642 --> 01:04:27,037 Sada znam da moram pronaći način 853 01:04:27,080 --> 01:04:30,344 ispuniti ovo... 854 01:04:30,388 --> 01:04:32,477 veliki... 855 01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:34,783 crna rupa u meni. 856 01:04:39,005 --> 01:04:40,877 U svakom slučaju, tako… 857 01:04:40,920 --> 01:04:44,010 Čista sam 14 mjeseci. 858 01:04:44,054 --> 01:04:46,230 Imam posao na rehabilitaciji. 859 01:04:47,753 --> 01:04:50,016 Ispunjava pomoći drugim ljudima da se otrijezne. 860 01:04:52,540 --> 01:04:55,717 Imam sponzora, Spencera. 861 01:04:55,761 --> 01:04:58,590 Pokazuje mi koliko je dobro moj život može biti trijezan. 862 01:05:00,026 --> 01:05:02,420 I još uvijek imam obitelj. 863 01:05:04,422 --> 01:05:07,207 Moja mama je bila nevjerojatna. 864 01:05:07,251 --> 01:05:10,080 I moj tata je bio nevjerojatan. 865 01:05:15,955 --> 01:05:18,262 Želim da budu ponosni na mene. 866 01:05:57,562 --> 01:06:00,217 jesi li dobro 867 01:06:00,260 --> 01:06:02,393 Što nije u redu? Jeste li nervozni? 868 01:06:02,436 --> 01:06:03,698 Da. 869 01:06:10,357 --> 01:06:12,620 Hvala ti što si se udala za mene. 870 01:06:14,013 --> 01:06:16,015 Hvala ti što jesi savršen partner 871 01:06:16,059 --> 01:06:18,061 u nesavršenom svijetu. 872 01:06:19,801 --> 01:06:22,543 Hvala što ste me predstavili vašem nevjerojatnom sinu. 873 01:06:24,676 --> 01:06:26,634 Uh, tu sam za tebe, 874 01:06:26,678 --> 01:06:27,984 a ja sam ovdje da ostanem. 875 01:06:28,027 --> 01:06:30,073 Karen, hvala ti... 876 01:06:30,116 --> 01:06:32,118 jer me voliš. 877 01:06:33,424 --> 01:06:35,165 I hvala ti što ga voliš. 878 01:06:45,218 --> 01:06:47,699 Gledajući ga ravno u oči, a on kaže, "Superman..." 879 01:06:51,181 --> 01:06:52,704 savršeno 880 01:07:12,637 --> 01:07:14,595 - Bok, drago mi je vidjeti te. - Drago mi je vidjeti te. 881 01:07:14,639 --> 01:07:17,076 Bok Daisy. Bok Daisy! 882 01:07:20,384 --> 01:07:22,125 Bok, Jazzy Jeff. 883 01:07:22,168 --> 01:07:24,170 Što ima, čovječe? 884 01:07:24,214 --> 01:07:25,780 Hej, nedostaješ mi više 885 01:07:25,824 --> 01:07:28,827 nego suncu nedostaje mjesec noću. 886 01:07:28,870 --> 01:07:30,829 itd. 887 01:07:32,352 --> 01:07:34,180 Bok Karen. - Bok. 888 01:07:39,490 --> 01:07:41,622 Hvala što ste me pozvali. 889 01:07:41,666 --> 01:07:43,276 Ozbiljno. 890 01:08:13,350 --> 01:08:15,569 Naprijed Daisy! Naprijed Daisy! Naprijed Daisy! Naprijed Daisy! 891 01:08:15,613 --> 01:08:17,049 Naprijed Daisy! 892 01:08:17,093 --> 01:08:18,616 Pozdrav draga. 893 01:08:22,315 --> 01:08:24,187 Idi, Daisy, idi! 894 01:08:33,892 --> 01:08:36,242 Lijepo. 895 01:08:38,940 --> 01:08:41,595 Oh! Ah ti! 896 01:08:41,639 --> 01:08:43,467 To je Daisy! 897 01:08:46,165 --> 01:08:47,732 Oh! 898 01:08:56,001 --> 01:08:57,959 “Ako je marker istrošen 899 01:08:58,003 --> 01:08:59,918 "u mozgovima meta ovisnika, 900 01:08:59,961 --> 01:09:02,660 “vjerojatno je da postoji gubitak živčanih završetaka 901 01:09:02,703 --> 01:09:05,184 “i oštećenje mozga je nepovratan. 902 01:09:05,228 --> 01:09:07,665 "Međutim, kada sam testirao VMAT2, 903 01:09:07,708 --> 01:09:10,711 - Našao sam normalne razine. " - Dakle, optimistično je. 904 01:09:10,755 --> 01:09:13,236 - Normalne razine su optimistične, da. - To je... 905 01:09:13,279 --> 01:09:14,672 - Jeste. - U redu. 906 01:09:14,715 --> 01:09:16,239 - Ne, nisam... Samo sam provjeravao. 907 01:09:16,282 --> 01:09:17,762 Ne, u redu je. - U redu. 908 01:09:17,805 --> 01:09:19,067 Uglavnom... 909 01:09:19,111 --> 01:09:20,417 pržena... 910 01:09:20,460 --> 01:09:22,462 Nicovi sprženi živčani završeci 911 01:09:22,506 --> 01:09:24,943 može ponovno narasti. 912 01:09:24,986 --> 01:09:27,163 Kažu da može potrajati dvije godine, ali... 913 01:09:27,206 --> 01:09:29,382 - Dvije godine? - da 914 01:09:29,426 --> 01:09:31,950 Ali to je dobro, Davide. 915 01:09:41,264 --> 01:09:43,962 - Bok. - Bok. 916 01:09:44,005 --> 01:09:47,095 - Kasniš, kasniš. - da Bio je to dobar sastanak, 917 01:09:47,139 --> 01:09:49,272 a onda smo otišli na kućište zvučnika 918 01:09:49,315 --> 01:09:51,230 i pogledao video i... 919 01:09:51,274 --> 01:09:55,234 vidio moju trijeznu braću sponzore prije tako... 920 01:09:55,278 --> 01:09:57,280 Nema telefona? 921 01:09:57,323 --> 01:09:59,325 Oh, moj mobitel je bio mrtav. 922 01:10:02,198 --> 01:10:05,418 Bi li ti bilo dobro napraviti test na droge? 923 01:10:06,463 --> 01:10:08,682 Da, mislim sigurno. 924 01:10:08,726 --> 01:10:10,249 U redu. 925 01:10:27,658 --> 01:10:30,269 Razumijete zašto, zar ne? 926 01:10:30,313 --> 01:10:34,621 Da. Mislim, trebao sam nazvao da te obavijestim pa... 927 01:10:34,665 --> 01:10:38,538 Vjerujem ti... samo trebamo imati nekakav dokaz 928 01:10:42,325 --> 01:10:44,892 Radi se o kontradiktornosti kako bude 929 01:10:44,936 --> 01:10:47,243 - Ali... - znam ja znam 930 01:10:49,332 --> 01:10:51,508 Ja ću to učiniti. Nema problema. 931 01:10:51,551 --> 01:10:53,901 Ništa za skrivati. 932 01:10:54,946 --> 01:10:56,382 U redu. 933 01:10:58,689 --> 01:11:01,257 Hej, super ti ide. 934 01:11:02,736 --> 01:11:04,564 Stvarno jesi. 935 01:11:04,608 --> 01:11:07,611 Po mojim računicama, čistih 485 dana. 936 01:11:07,654 --> 01:11:09,743 Vau. Hajde, to je… 937 01:11:13,660 --> 01:11:16,446 Samo ću to ostaviti u kupaonici, zar ne? U redu. 938 01:11:17,490 --> 01:11:19,057 U redu. 939 01:11:19,100 --> 01:11:21,059 Laku noć, tata. - Laku noć. 940 01:11:21,102 --> 01:11:23,191 - Volim te. - I ja tebe volim. 941 01:11:54,614 --> 01:11:56,573 U redu, Jasper, jesi li spreman? - Da. 942 01:11:56,616 --> 01:11:58,749 Idemo, idemo, idemo. 943 01:11:58,792 --> 01:12:00,968 Zdravo. Ne, ne, ne, čekaj. 944 01:12:01,012 --> 01:12:04,145 - Jasper, ne želim te izaći tamo. -Što? 945 01:12:04,189 --> 01:12:05,930 Mama, nećemo daleko, kunem se! 946 01:12:05,973 --> 01:12:07,758 Valovi su preveliki. Previše je opasno. 947 01:12:07,801 --> 01:12:08,976 Ali ja sam dobar plivač. 948 01:12:09,020 --> 01:12:10,282 Bio sam u valovima puno veći od ovoga. 949 01:12:10,326 --> 01:12:12,197 da, znam to, ali ne želim da... 950 01:12:12,240 --> 01:12:13,720 - Da, ostat ću blizu. - Nic će biti blizu, 951 01:12:13,764 --> 01:12:16,375 vidiš? 952 01:12:16,419 --> 01:12:18,116 Karen, ja ću ostati 953 01:12:18,159 --> 01:12:20,031 - Bit ću blizu. - Nic može ući. 954 01:12:20,074 --> 01:12:21,206 u redu je ti br. 955 01:12:21,249 --> 01:12:23,121 I konačno je. 956 01:12:23,164 --> 01:12:24,601 Vidjet ćemo. 957 01:12:24,644 --> 01:12:27,343 - Zdravo! - U redu. u redu je 958 01:12:27,386 --> 01:12:29,649 u redu je 959 01:12:38,179 --> 01:12:40,138 Hoćemo li samo igrati igru umjesto toga? 960 01:12:40,181 --> 01:12:42,401 - Uh... - Da? 961 01:12:44,838 --> 01:12:47,101 Jeste li ljubitelj daske za bol? 962 01:12:47,145 --> 01:12:49,495 - Ne. - Ne? 963 01:12:49,539 --> 01:12:51,497 Jeste li bicikl? 964 01:12:51,541 --> 01:12:53,369 - Ne. - Ne? 965 01:12:53,412 --> 01:12:55,675 U redu. Uh, jeste li jestivi? 966 01:12:55,719 --> 01:12:57,242 Ne baš. 967 01:12:57,285 --> 01:12:59,375 - Ne baš? - Ne baš. 968 01:12:59,418 --> 01:13:00,941 Dakle, nekako. 969 01:13:00,985 --> 01:13:03,204 Dakle, ako… 970 01:13:03,248 --> 01:13:04,989 jesi li kuća 971 01:13:05,032 --> 01:13:08,122 da Kako ste znali? 972 01:13:08,166 --> 01:13:09,863 znaš, 973 01:13:09,907 --> 01:13:12,300 Mogu ti čitati misli. 974 01:13:12,344 --> 01:13:15,129 - Oh... - Oh... 975 01:13:16,348 --> 01:13:18,132 Znam da si dobar plivač. 976 01:13:18,176 --> 01:13:20,134 Bit ću tamo da navijam za vas na vašem sljedećem plivačkom mitingu. 977 01:13:20,178 --> 01:13:21,222 Kako to zvuči? 978 01:13:21,266 --> 01:13:22,789 Da? 979 01:13:22,833 --> 01:13:25,226 U redu. 980 01:13:25,270 --> 01:13:27,620 Halo, je li ti čudno što me vidiš? nakon toliko vremena? 981 01:13:27,664 --> 01:13:28,621 ili ne? 982 01:13:28,665 --> 01:13:30,406 Valjda je bilo prvo. 983 01:13:30,449 --> 01:13:33,496 - U redu. -mislio sam možete biti drugačiji. 984 01:13:33,539 --> 01:13:36,803 Ali ti jednostavno jesi isti stari Nic. 985 01:13:59,347 --> 01:14:02,481 - Bio je to dobar vikend. - Mm-hmm. 986 01:14:55,708 --> 01:14:58,537 Idi, Nick! 987 01:15:25,956 --> 01:15:28,524 Bye Bye Bye 988 01:15:28,567 --> 01:15:30,787 doviđenja onda 989 01:15:53,287 --> 01:15:55,594 Dan po dan, čovječe. 990 01:15:55,638 --> 01:15:57,204 svaka čast Dobrodošli u stvarni svijet. 991 01:15:57,248 --> 01:15:59,076 Oh, ne želim živjeti u stvarnom svijetu. 992 01:15:59,119 --> 01:16:00,730 Muka mi je od života u njemu. 993 01:16:00,773 --> 01:16:02,253 - To je tvoja bolest razgovaram s tobom, čovječe. 994 01:16:02,296 --> 01:16:03,776 - Pokušavam. - Pokušavajući se izolirati. 995 01:16:03,820 --> 01:16:05,386 Pokušava te ubiti. Znaš ovo, čovječe. 996 01:16:05,430 --> 01:16:07,258 Ne osjećam sebe Imam bolest, Spencer. 997 01:16:07,301 --> 01:16:09,086 osjećam da... 998 01:16:09,129 --> 01:16:12,176 - Pa moraš. - Ovo nije kao jebeni rak. 999 01:16:12,219 --> 01:16:15,527 Ovo je moj prokleti izbor. Stavio sam se ovdje. 1000 01:16:15,571 --> 01:16:17,181 Da, jesi. Stavili ste se tamo. 1001 01:16:17,224 --> 01:16:18,922 Hoćeš li razgovarati sa mnom? ili što? 1002 01:16:18,965 --> 01:16:21,925 U redu? Kako ste pisac, točno? Pa piši. 1003 01:16:21,968 --> 01:16:24,275 Dobar si u tome. Ovo je tvoj dan. Ovo je izbor. 1004 01:16:24,318 --> 01:16:26,016 - Što sada želiš učiniti? - Jebote... 1005 01:16:26,059 --> 01:16:27,757 Kad se napušiš, gubite sve svoje izbore. 1006 01:16:27,800 --> 01:16:29,541 - Ako se napušiš, gubiš sve. -Pravo. 1007 01:16:29,585 --> 01:16:32,413 U redu, evo ga da nastavimo birati pravi put. 1008 01:16:34,981 --> 01:16:36,940 - Točno. - Tako je. 1009 01:16:36,983 --> 01:16:38,768 Vi birate pravi put. 1010 01:16:38,811 --> 01:16:40,291 Pravo. U redu, hej, slušaj 1011 01:16:40,334 --> 01:16:41,814 dat ću ti nazovi kasnije, u redu? 1012 01:16:41,858 --> 01:16:43,337 Osjećam sebe kao da ću dobro proći. 1013 01:16:43,381 --> 01:16:44,643 Otpuštaš me sad? 1014 01:16:44,687 --> 01:16:46,297 Ti me nazovi i gubim vrijeme? 1015 01:16:46,340 --> 01:16:48,081 Ne trati moje vrijeme. Ovdje sam za tebe, čovječe. 1016 01:16:48,125 --> 01:16:49,648 Znaš što, gledaj, Večeras imam odreske. 1017 01:16:49,692 --> 01:16:50,823 Zašto ne dođeš za večeru. 1018 01:16:50,867 --> 01:16:52,085 - Dobro, vidimo se onda. - Ti... 1019 01:16:52,129 --> 01:16:53,521 To zvuči dobro. Vidimo se onda. 1020 01:16:53,565 --> 01:16:55,001 - Da, Nic, Nic. - Da, gospodine. Vidimo se onda. 1021 01:16:55,045 --> 01:16:57,134 - Nic... - Dobro, bok. 1022 01:17:54,147 --> 01:17:56,193 Nic Sheff. 1023 01:17:56,236 --> 01:17:58,195 Lauren. Što? 1024 01:17:58,238 --> 01:18:00,458 što si ti... 1025 01:18:02,329 --> 01:18:04,027 Vau, prošlo je puno vremena. 1026 01:18:04,070 --> 01:18:05,550 Što radiš ovdje? 1027 01:18:05,593 --> 01:18:08,118 Samo, dobro… 1028 01:18:09,989 --> 01:18:12,296 Što? 1029 01:18:15,473 --> 01:18:17,040 Bio sam trijezan neko vrijeme, 1030 01:18:17,083 --> 01:18:20,130 ali izgledam ozbiljno na zabavu upravo sada. 1031 01:18:43,457 --> 01:18:46,156 Imam što ti treba. Imamo E, imamo tablete, čovječe. 1032 01:18:46,199 --> 01:18:48,245 Imamo E. Rekao sam ti, rekao sam ti. 1033 01:18:56,209 --> 01:18:58,995 možeš li me pokupiti šalicu vode i žlicu? 1034 01:18:59,038 --> 01:19:00,431 Mm-hmm. 1035 01:19:00,474 --> 01:19:02,825 U redu. 1036 01:19:18,971 --> 01:19:21,365 - Mm-hmm. - U redu. 1037 01:19:21,408 --> 01:19:24,020 - Evo ga. - Hvala. 1038 01:19:25,021 --> 01:19:27,240 Pamuk i žlica. 1039 01:19:50,002 --> 01:19:52,831 Hmmm. 1040 01:20:03,537 --> 01:20:05,757 U redu, to je to. 1041 01:20:05,801 --> 01:20:07,759 to je sve 1042 01:20:17,464 --> 01:20:19,423 Vau. 1043 01:22:38,692 --> 01:22:40,825 Vaš poziv je proslijeđen 1044 01:22:40,868 --> 01:22:42,827 na automatizirani sustav govorne pošte. 1045 01:22:42,870 --> 01:22:44,698 Na ton, Molimo registrirajte svoju poruku. 1046 01:22:46,048 --> 01:22:47,658 Opet je tata. 1047 01:22:47,701 --> 01:22:49,703 Osjećam da bi mogao je malo pao 1048 01:22:49,747 --> 01:22:52,619 kad si otišao, Nic, pa ja sam ovdje razgovarati ako treba. 1049 01:22:52,663 --> 01:22:55,318 U redu. 1050 01:23:07,460 --> 01:23:09,941 Pa nemate pojma gdje je on 1051 01:23:09,985 --> 01:23:12,509 Uh, rekao mi je Spencer čuo se s njim. 1052 01:23:12,552 --> 01:23:15,512 Bilo mu je teško, ali se izvukao. 1053 01:23:15,555 --> 01:23:19,255 Ali, dobro, on nije na poslu, nije kod kuće. 1054 01:23:19,298 --> 01:23:21,648 - U ćeliji je nedostupan. - Dovraga. Pakao. vicky, 1055 01:23:21,692 --> 01:23:24,651 Otišao je odavde prije dva dana. Zašto ga nisi provjerio? 1056 01:23:24,695 --> 01:23:27,045 Trebao bi ga uzeti briga za ovo dijete, zar ne? 1057 01:23:27,089 --> 01:23:28,655 Što dovraga, Davide? 1058 01:23:28,699 --> 01:23:30,962 Tko se brinuo o njemu prošle godine? 1059 01:23:31,006 --> 01:23:32,572 Pa, mogli ste provjeriti na njega. 1060 01:23:32,616 --> 01:23:34,313 Mislim, koji vrag je tvoj problem? 1061 01:23:34,357 --> 01:23:36,881 Što misliš da radim cijeli dan? 1062 01:23:36,924 --> 01:23:40,276 Osim toga, ne možemo trčati prati ga 24/7. 1063 01:23:40,319 --> 01:23:43,279 Mislim da moraš ići policiji odmah 1064 01:23:43,322 --> 01:23:45,281 i upišite nestalu osobu Prijavi, u redu? 1065 01:23:45,324 --> 01:23:47,239 - Prestani vikati na mene! - Ne, neću stati 1066 01:23:47,283 --> 01:23:49,546 - Vičem na tebe, Vicki. - Mrzim kad to radiš. 1067 01:23:49,589 --> 01:23:50,982 - Zato što si samo... - Ti si potpuno luda. 1068 01:23:51,026 --> 01:23:52,418 Što ti uopće radiš tamo?! 1069 01:23:52,462 --> 01:23:54,290 - Jebeno nepravedno, Davide! - Ne ne! slušaj me! 1070 01:23:54,333 --> 01:23:56,335 Što je... 1071 01:23:57,336 --> 01:23:59,643 Attans. 1072 01:23:59,686 --> 01:24:02,167 Jebati! 1073 01:24:08,739 --> 01:24:10,436 Dave? 1074 01:24:10,480 --> 01:24:13,222 Možete li nazvati moj telefon, molim vas 1075 01:24:16,225 --> 01:24:18,096 Što se događa? 1076 01:24:18,140 --> 01:24:20,011 On je nestao. 1077 01:24:21,360 --> 01:24:24,407 Kako uopće znamo On je u I.A. 1078 01:24:24,450 --> 01:24:27,062 Mislim, mogao bi se pridružiti San Francisco. Mogao bi biti… 1079 01:24:27,105 --> 01:24:29,499 on bi mogao biti jebeni Meksiko, koliko znamo. 1080 01:24:29,542 --> 01:24:31,109 moram ići 1081 01:24:31,153 --> 01:24:33,851 Da, ali trebam da ostaneš. 1082 01:24:33,894 --> 01:24:35,679 Pa, Vicki to ne može podnijeti poput mene... 1083 01:24:35,722 --> 01:24:38,029 Nije me briga za Vicki. Ne radi se o Vicki. 1084 01:24:38,073 --> 01:24:41,685 U redu, zašto jednostavno ne pobjegneš i pokušajte biti razumni. 1085 01:24:41,728 --> 01:24:43,948 - Što? Vi ste razumni. - Razuman sam. 1086 01:24:43,991 --> 01:24:44,992 Je li ovo razumno?! 1087 01:24:45,036 --> 01:24:47,604 Ne! Nije! 1088 01:24:47,647 --> 01:24:49,040 Kako mogu biti?! 1089 01:24:49,084 --> 01:24:50,607 Moj sin je tamo negdje, 1090 01:24:50,650 --> 01:24:52,261 i ne znam što radi! 1091 01:24:52,304 --> 01:24:53,871 Ne znam kako da mu pomognem! 1092 01:24:53,914 --> 01:24:56,352 Ne možeš! 1093 01:25:06,840 --> 01:25:08,581 Ne mogu spavati. 1094 01:25:12,629 --> 01:25:13,586 Ne možeš spavati? 1095 01:25:13,630 --> 01:25:15,153 Ne mogu spavati. 1096 01:25:15,197 --> 01:25:16,415 U redu. 1097 01:25:20,593 --> 01:25:22,595 Laku noć, tata. 1098 01:25:23,596 --> 01:25:25,163 laku noc 1099 01:26:02,592 --> 01:26:04,289 Pusti! 1100 01:26:04,333 --> 01:26:05,986 Avion leti! 1101 01:26:11,078 --> 01:26:13,037 Odletjeti! Letjeti! 1102 01:27:20,626 --> 01:27:22,411 Ne. Uh-uh. Ma daj nemoj tebe. Dođi opet. -DAVID: Samo malo. 1103 01:27:22,454 --> 01:27:24,195 - Hajdemo. Dečki, hajde. - Čekaj. Drži se, dušo. 1104 01:27:24,239 --> 01:27:25,979 - Čekaj. - Dobar pas. 1105 01:27:27,894 --> 01:27:31,158 mislio sam Nic je trebao biti ovdje danas. 1106 01:27:31,202 --> 01:27:33,465 Uh, ne. Nešto je iskrsnulo. 1107 01:27:34,466 --> 01:27:36,599 Mogu li ga nazvati? 1108 01:27:36,642 --> 01:27:38,601 ne ne Ne možete. 1109 01:27:38,644 --> 01:27:40,211 Neće biti moguće. 1110 01:27:40,255 --> 01:27:41,299 Zašto ne? 1111 01:27:41,343 --> 01:27:43,301 Jer nije. 1112 01:27:43,345 --> 01:27:46,130 Je li se Nic ponovno drogirao? 1113 01:29:29,581 --> 01:29:31,496 U redu. 1114 01:31:12,728 --> 01:31:15,121 Hajde, Jasper! Poklič. 1115 01:31:26,568 --> 01:31:28,570 Da. 1116 01:31:52,071 --> 01:31:53,159 Imate li ga? 1117 01:31:53,203 --> 01:31:55,292 Oh, prokletstvo. U redu. Bok Lauren 1118 01:31:56,511 --> 01:31:58,251 Lauren, idemo. - Što? 1119 01:31:58,295 --> 01:31:59,862 Moramo ići. 1120 01:32:01,559 --> 01:32:03,474 - Što se događa? - Ovdje. 1121 01:32:03,518 --> 01:32:06,172 Moramo ići. 1122 01:32:06,216 --> 01:32:08,218 Dobro. 1123 01:32:21,623 --> 01:32:24,234 Mislim da sam vidio samo Nica. 1124 01:32:24,277 --> 01:32:26,018 Što? 1125 01:32:26,062 --> 01:32:29,195 Mislim da sam vidio samo Nica a djevojka bježi. 1126 01:32:35,941 --> 01:32:37,508 Nic. 1127 01:32:37,552 --> 01:32:38,988 Uh, ne. Ostani unutra. 1128 01:32:39,031 --> 01:32:40,816 - U redu. - Ne. 1129 01:32:40,859 --> 01:32:44,689 U redu, ne. Ostani unutra! Ne šalim se, u redu? 1130 01:32:44,733 --> 01:32:46,561 Ostani tamo. 1131 01:32:49,651 --> 01:32:51,609 U redu. 1132 01:32:51,653 --> 01:32:54,264 - Sranje. - Nikad više. 1133 01:32:54,307 --> 01:32:56,571 - U redu je. Zdravo. - Što radimo? Što radimo? 1134 01:32:56,614 --> 01:32:58,007 u redu je 1135 01:33:02,968 --> 01:33:05,144 Bilo je tako užasno. 1136 01:33:05,188 --> 01:33:08,365 Oh, jebote! 1137 01:33:12,804 --> 01:33:15,198 Nic? Nic? Nic! 1138 01:33:16,895 --> 01:33:18,288 Oh... 1139 01:33:30,430 --> 01:33:32,389 Oh. ne ne ne 1140 01:34:48,508 --> 01:34:51,294 hajde 1141 01:35:18,756 --> 01:35:21,977 žao mi je žao mi je 1142 01:35:46,044 --> 01:35:47,785 U redu. U redu. 1143 01:35:50,048 --> 01:35:51,789 911. Koji je vaš hitan slučaj? 1144 01:35:51,833 --> 01:35:53,791 Da. Zdravo. imam je... Ja sam s prijateljem. 1145 01:35:53,835 --> 01:35:55,140 Bila je samo O.D., i, uh, 1146 01:35:55,184 --> 01:35:56,794 Trebam hitnu pomoć, Trebam pomoć. 1147 01:35:56,838 --> 01:35:58,187 Gospodine, znate li CPR? 1148 01:35:58,230 --> 01:35:59,754 Da, upravo to radim. ja samo... 1149 01:35:59,797 --> 01:36:01,886 Uh, mi... Ti, ti, morate poslati hitnu pomoć, 1150 01:36:01,930 --> 01:36:04,106 - u redu? - Koje je tvoje mjesto? 1151 01:36:04,149 --> 01:36:06,151 Da, ne znam. 1152 01:36:06,195 --> 01:36:07,805 Y-ti-ti ćeš imati pratiti poziv. 1153 01:36:07,849 --> 01:36:09,589 Zdravo? 1154 01:36:09,633 --> 01:36:13,028 Zdravo? Gospodine, jeste li još tamo? 1155 01:36:13,071 --> 01:36:15,378 g. 1156 01:36:18,294 --> 01:36:19,817 g. g. 1157 01:36:28,739 --> 01:36:31,698 Pogledaj gore. 1158 01:36:31,742 --> 01:36:33,439 Dušo, čuvaj me se. 1159 01:36:34,919 --> 01:36:38,314 Možete li pogledati gore ovuda ovdje? 1160 01:36:38,357 --> 01:36:40,446 Hej, gledaj, trebamo da te odvede u hitnu. 1161 01:36:40,490 --> 01:36:41,883 Ja-ja ne… ne želim. ja-ja... 1162 01:36:41,926 --> 01:36:43,493 - Moramo te odvesti na hitnu. - Dobro sam. 1163 01:36:43,536 --> 01:36:44,842 Ona ne želi ići TEBI. ona je... 1164 01:36:44,886 --> 01:36:46,496 Ona je... Ne, nije dobro. Moramo je uzeti 1165 01:36:46,539 --> 01:36:47,889 - TEBI. - Ali ona ne želi ići. 1166 01:36:47,932 --> 01:36:49,629 Ne, gospodine, ona mora ići! 1167 01:36:49,673 --> 01:36:51,327 U redu? 1168 01:36:51,370 --> 01:36:53,851 Imaš problem s tim, Mogu obavijestiti policiju. 1169 01:36:53,895 --> 01:36:55,635 Prokletstvo. 1170 01:36:55,679 --> 01:36:59,117 Ti ćeš doći i upoznaj me, zar ne? 1171 01:36:59,161 --> 01:37:00,597 - da Da! - Obećavaš? 1172 01:37:00,640 --> 01:37:03,034 volim te 1173 01:37:03,078 --> 01:37:05,515 I ja tebe volim. 1174 01:37:05,558 --> 01:37:07,212 - Obećavaš da ćeš se naći? - Da, Lauren. 1175 01:37:07,256 --> 01:37:09,301 Jebeno ću te upoznati. Što hoćeš od mene? 1176 01:37:09,345 --> 01:37:12,609 - Dobro, dobro. - Isuse Kriste. 1177 01:37:38,940 --> 01:37:41,333 David Sheff. 1178 01:37:41,377 --> 01:37:43,118 Bok tata. to sam ja 1179 01:37:45,816 --> 01:37:48,297 - Nick? - da 1180 01:37:57,567 --> 01:37:59,612 Nemoj me mrziti, tata. 1181 01:38:01,136 --> 01:38:03,138 Znam da sam pogriješio. 1182 01:38:04,879 --> 01:38:06,924 želim prestati, ali molim, molim, molim, hvala 1183 01:38:06,968 --> 01:38:08,795 molim te molim molim te bez rehabilitacije, u redu? 1184 01:38:08,839 --> 01:38:11,668 Samo me pusti kući. znaš što 1185 01:38:11,711 --> 01:38:15,498 Shvaćam da zapravo jest Ja... ja-ja moram biti doma. 1186 01:38:15,541 --> 01:38:20,285 Ti ćeš to učiniti daj mi snage da odustanem 1187 01:38:20,329 --> 01:38:22,331 dobro? 1188 01:38:25,203 --> 01:38:27,205 Neće se dogoditi. 1189 01:38:36,475 --> 01:38:39,565 Volio bih da ti mogu pomoći, 1190 01:38:39,609 --> 01:38:41,567 ali ja to ne mogu. 1191 01:38:41,611 --> 01:38:43,352 Ja c ... Ne mogu. 1192 01:38:43,395 --> 01:38:45,484 Oh, molim te, pomozi mi, tata. 1193 01:38:46,964 --> 01:38:49,184 Ne, tata. samo mi treba mala pomoć. 1194 01:38:51,229 --> 01:38:53,318 Molim te pomozi mi. Želim doći kući. 1195 01:38:53,362 --> 01:38:56,060 Sve što ti mogu reći je ono što već znate. 1196 01:38:56,104 --> 01:38:58,541 Tata, zašto nisi jebeno me slušaj? 1197 01:38:58,584 --> 01:39:00,717 - Nazovite svog sponzora. - Ne želim razgovarati 1198 01:39:00,760 --> 01:39:02,632 sada mom sponzoru. Želim razgovarati s tobom. 1199 01:39:02,675 --> 01:39:04,590 Traži pomoć. 1200 01:39:04,634 --> 01:39:06,549 - Volim te. - tata, što... 1201 01:39:06,592 --> 01:39:08,986 I nadam se da ćeš dobiti vaš zajednički život. 1202 01:39:09,030 --> 01:39:10,596 I ja tebe volim. 1203 01:39:10,640 --> 01:39:13,121 volim te 1204 01:41:41,182 --> 01:41:44,010 - Bok. - javio se Nicolas. 1205 01:41:44,054 --> 01:41:45,447 Zvuči očajno. 1206 01:41:46,752 --> 01:41:48,667 Hoće li umrijeti ako ništa ne učinimo. 1207 01:41:48,711 --> 01:41:50,713 pa... 1208 01:41:50,756 --> 01:41:53,672 Umrijet će čak i ako to učinimo. 1209 01:41:53,716 --> 01:41:56,371 Ništa ne radimo imati ikakvog utjecaja na njega. 1210 01:42:02,333 --> 01:42:03,900 Nisam uspio. 1211 01:42:03,943 --> 01:42:05,554 Znam da ti je neugodno, u redu? 1212 01:42:05,597 --> 01:42:08,209 I meni također. 1213 01:42:08,252 --> 01:42:10,559 Ali dobro si prošao, Davide. 1214 01:42:10,602 --> 01:42:13,518 I Karen također pa hvala na tome. 1215 01:42:13,562 --> 01:42:15,433 Bio si spreman na to kad nisam bio 1216 01:42:15,477 --> 01:42:17,348 i sada ne odustajem. 1217 01:42:18,393 --> 01:42:20,221 Nikada. 1218 01:42:21,918 --> 01:42:24,660 Ali ne mogu sama. 1219 01:42:27,619 --> 01:42:30,405 Trebam tvoju pomoć. 1220 01:42:32,668 --> 01:42:35,671 Ne mislim tako ti možeš spasiti ljude, Vicki. 1221 01:42:37,586 --> 01:42:40,980 Možeš biti tamo za njih, zar ne? 1222 01:42:44,810 --> 01:42:46,986 Pogledaj ovo. 1223 01:42:52,122 --> 01:42:54,037 gotova sam 1224 01:42:54,080 --> 01:42:56,257 - Oh. - OK? ja... 1225 01:42:56,300 --> 01:42:59,303 u redu 1226 01:43:32,945 --> 01:43:34,947 pozdrav svima 1227 01:43:34,991 --> 01:43:37,689 Vrijeme je da se okupimo. 1228 01:43:50,180 --> 01:43:54,315 Ja... Imao sam težak tjedan. 1229 01:43:56,752 --> 01:43:58,493 Neki od vas znaju, neki od vas ne. 1230 01:43:58,536 --> 01:44:00,190 ja, um... 1231 01:44:00,234 --> 01:44:02,279 Izgubio sam svoju Frances ovaj tjedan. 1232 01:44:02,323 --> 01:44:05,456 Umrla je od predoziranja u nedjelju. 1233 01:44:05,500 --> 01:44:07,589 dakle... 1234 01:44:07,632 --> 01:44:11,593 Valjda sam u žalosti, ali ja-ja... 1235 01:44:11,636 --> 01:44:14,030 Shvatio sam još nešto. 1236 01:44:14,073 --> 01:44:18,121 Zapravo sam bio u žalosti godinama. 1237 01:44:20,210 --> 01:44:22,430 Jer i kad je živjela, ona... 1238 01:44:22,473 --> 01:44:24,997 nije bila tamo. 1239 01:44:25,041 --> 01:44:29,306 Kad oplakujete žive, 1240 01:44:29,350 --> 01:44:32,222 to je težak način života. 1241 01:44:34,224 --> 01:44:36,705 I tako, u... 1242 01:44:36,748 --> 01:44:38,968 na neki način je-je... 1243 01:44:39,011 --> 01:44:41,100 Bolje je, valjda. 1244 01:44:45,279 --> 01:44:50,849 Bila je draga, draga mlada ženo. 1245 01:44:52,808 --> 01:44:54,984 Uvijek sam osjećao… 1246 01:44:55,027 --> 01:44:57,595 Trebao sam biti jak, 1247 01:44:57,639 --> 01:45:01,033 da bi bilo svaki budući događaj, 1248 01:45:01,077 --> 01:45:03,688 i ja bih ... ja bih morao svu svoju snagu za to. 1249 01:45:07,301 --> 01:45:09,781 Ali događaja nema nakon ovoga. 1250 01:45:09,825 --> 01:45:13,350 Nadam se da je sada ne boli. 1251 01:45:20,052 --> 01:45:22,054 Zbogom Frances 1252 01:47:19,171 --> 01:47:21,435 zdravo 1253 01:47:21,478 --> 01:47:23,654 Zdravo. 1254 01:47:32,924 --> 01:47:34,491 kako je on 1255 01:47:34,535 --> 01:47:36,754 Doktor je sada s njim. 1256 01:47:38,364 --> 01:47:40,149 Rekao je da je to blizu čuda 1257 01:47:40,192 --> 01:47:43,152 Nic je preživio sa svom drogom u tijelu. 1258 01:54:42,876 --> 01:54:44,703 "Bio mir ili sreća, 1259 01:54:44,747 --> 01:54:46,575 “neka te pokori. 1260 01:54:46,618 --> 01:54:49,578 "Kad sam bio mladić, Osjetio sam te stvari 1261 01:54:49,621 --> 01:54:52,059 "budi glup, nesofisticiran. 1262 01:54:52,102 --> 01:54:54,322 "Imao sam lošu krv, pokvaren um, 1263 01:54:54,365 --> 01:54:56,454 "nesiguran odgoj. 1264 01:54:56,498 --> 01:54:58,108 “Bio sam tvrd kao granit. 1265 01:54:58,152 --> 01:55:00,023 “Učila sam na suncu. 1266 01:55:00,067 --> 01:55:03,505 “Nijednom čovjeku nisam vjerovao a pogotovo nijedna žena. 1267 01:55:03,548 --> 01:55:05,899 “Živio sam pakao u malim sobama. 1268 01:55:05,942 --> 01:55:07,639 "Razbio sam stvari, slomljene stvari, 1269 01:55:07,683 --> 01:55:10,251 "prošao je kroz staklo, ljut. 1270 01:55:10,294 --> 01:55:11,905 "Izazvao sam sve, 1271 01:55:11,948 --> 01:55:14,124 "stalno izbačen, zatvoren, 1272 01:55:14,168 --> 01:55:16,910 "u i izvan tučnjava, u i izvan mog uma. 1273 01:55:16,953 --> 01:55:19,347 “Žene su bile nešto za zavrtanje i tračnicu. 1274 01:55:19,390 --> 01:55:21,479 “Nisam imala muških prijatelja. 1275 01:55:21,523 --> 01:55:23,612 “Promijenio sam poslove i gradove. 1276 01:55:23,655 --> 01:55:26,310 "Mrzio sam praznike, povijest dojenčadi, 1277 01:55:26,354 --> 01:55:28,965 "novine, muzeji, bake, 1278 01:55:29,009 --> 01:55:32,012 "brak, filmovi, pauci, smeće, 1279 01:55:32,055 --> 01:55:35,929 "Engleski akcenti, Španjolska, Francuska, Italija, 1280 01:55:35,972 --> 01:55:38,670 "orasi i narančasta boja. 1281 01:55:38,714 --> 01:55:40,542 “Razljutila me algebra. 1282 01:55:40,585 --> 01:55:42,500 “Od opere mi se smučilo. 1283 01:55:42,544 --> 01:55:44,589 “Charlie Chaplin je bio lažnjak. 1284 01:55:44,633 --> 01:55:46,765 “A cvijeće je bilo za maćuhice. 1285 01:55:46,809 --> 01:55:50,160 “Mir i sreća bili su za mene znakovi inferiornosti, 1286 01:55:50,204 --> 01:55:52,989 „Stanari slabih i slavni. 1287 01:55:53,033 --> 01:55:55,600 “Ali kako sam krenuo dalje uz ritam moje ulice, 1288 01:55:55,644 --> 01:55:57,167 "Moje samoubilačke godine, 1289 01:55:57,211 --> 01:55:59,126 “moj prolaz kroz bilo koji broj žena, 1290 01:55:59,169 --> 01:56:02,651 "postupno se počelo događati meni da nisam bio drugačiji 1291 01:56:02,694 --> 01:56:04,740 "od ostalih, Bio sam isti. 1292 01:56:04,783 --> 01:56:06,698 “Sve su bile sjajne s mržnjom, 1293 01:56:06,742 --> 01:56:09,092 "zaglađen". sa sitnim pritužbama. 1294 01:56:09,136 --> 01:56:11,747 “Ljudi s kojima sam se borio u uličicama imao srca od kamena. 1295 01:56:11,790 --> 01:56:13,749 "Sva gurkanja, puzati, 1296 01:56:13,792 --> 01:56:16,621 “varanje za neke beznačajna prednost. 1297 01:56:16,665 --> 01:56:19,798 "Laž je bila oružje, a parcela je bila prazna. 1298 01:56:19,842 --> 01:56:22,062 “Dark je bio diktator. 1299 01:56:22,105 --> 01:56:25,500 “Oprezno, dopuštam si osjećati se ponekad dobro. 1300 01:56:25,543 --> 01:56:27,458 “Pronašao sam trenutke mira u jeftinim sobama 1301 01:56:27,502 --> 01:56:30,505 “samo zurim u pupoljke bilo koje agencije 1302 01:56:30,548 --> 01:56:32,855 "ili slušanje na kišu u mraku. 1303 01:56:32,898 --> 01:56:35,858 "Što mi je manje trebalo, to sam se bolje osjećao. 1304 01:56:35,901 --> 01:56:37,773 “Možda drugi život iscrpio me. 1305 01:56:37,816 --> 01:56:39,470 “Više nisam pronalazio glamur 1306 01:56:39,514 --> 01:56:41,864 "nadmašiti nekoga u razgovoru 1307 01:56:41,907 --> 01:56:45,128 "ili prilikom sastavljanja tijela neke jadne, pijane žene 1308 01:56:45,172 --> 01:56:47,652 “čiji je život izmakao u tugu. 1309 01:56:47,696 --> 01:56:49,611 “Nikada nisam mogao prihvatiti život kakav je bio. 1310 01:56:49,654 --> 01:56:52,440 “Nikad se nisam mogao slomiti sve svoje otrove. 1311 01:56:52,483 --> 01:56:54,746 "Ali bilo je dijelova, teške magične dijelove, 1312 01:56:54,790 --> 01:56:56,748 “otvoren za pitanje. 1313 01:56:56,792 --> 01:56:58,315 “Preformulirao sam. 1314 01:56:58,359 --> 01:57:00,361 „Ne znam kada… datum, vrijeme, bilo što... 1315 01:57:00,404 --> 01:57:02,015 “ali promjena se dogodila. 1316 01:57:02,058 --> 01:57:05,366 "Nešto se u meni opustilo, spljošten. 1317 01:57:05,409 --> 01:57:07,672 “Više nisam morao dokazivati da sam bio muškarac 1318 01:57:07,716 --> 01:57:09,413 “Nisam morao dokazivati nešto. 1319 01:57:09,457 --> 01:57:11,198 “Počeo sam vidjeti stvari. 1320 01:57:11,241 --> 01:57:13,939 “Poredane šalice kave za pultom u kafiću. 1321 01:57:13,983 --> 01:57:16,420 “Ili psa u šetnji uz pločnik. 1322 01:57:16,464 --> 01:57:18,379 “Ili kako miš na vrhu mojih hlača 1323 01:57:18,422 --> 01:57:20,424 "stajao tamo, stvarno ostao tamo, 1324 01:57:20,468 --> 01:57:22,557 "svojim tijelom, uši, nos. 1325 01:57:22,600 --> 01:57:26,430 “Bilo je popravljeno, malo života uhvaćen u sebe 1326 01:57:26,474 --> 01:57:30,260 "i oči su me gledale, i bile su lijepe. 1327 01:57:30,304 --> 01:57:32,349 “Onda je nestalo. 1328 01:57:32,393 --> 01:57:34,221 “Počeo sam se osjećati dobro. 1329 01:57:34,264 --> 01:57:36,745 “Počeo sam se osjećati dobro u najgorim situacijama, 1330 01:57:36,788 --> 01:57:38,486 “i bilo je puno njih. 1331 01:57:38,529 --> 01:57:41,532 “Kao što sam rekao, šefe iza stola. 1332 01:57:41,576 --> 01:57:43,665 “Imat će da me upucaš. 1333 01:57:43,708 --> 01:57:45,449 “Propustio sam previše dana. 1334 01:57:45,493 --> 01:57:48,757 "On nosi odijelo, kravata, naočale. 1335 01:57:48,800 --> 01:57:51,542 „Kaže, idem. da te moram pustiti. " 1336 01:57:51,586 --> 01:57:53,327 "'U redu je,' kažem mu. 1337 01:57:53,370 --> 01:57:54,806 “Mora učiniti ono što mora učiniti. 1338 01:57:54,850 --> 01:57:56,765 "On ima ženu, kuća, djeca, 1339 01:57:56,808 --> 01:57:59,985 "troškovi, vjerojatno djevojka. 1340 01:58:00,029 --> 01:58:01,465 “Žao mi ga je. 1341 01:58:01,509 --> 01:58:03,119 “On je zarobljen. 1342 01:58:03,163 --> 01:58:04,773 “Izlazim unutra žarko sunce. 1343 01:58:04,816 --> 01:58:07,558 "Cijeli dan je moj, ipak privremeno. 1344 01:58:07,602 --> 01:58:10,170 “Cijeli svijet je uz vrat svijeta. 1345 01:58:10,213 --> 01:58:13,129 "Svi su ljuti, kratko promijenjen, nevjeran. 1346 01:58:13,173 --> 01:58:15,871 "Svi su malodušni, razočarani. 1347 01:58:15,914 --> 01:58:19,048 "Dobrodošao sam udarcima mira, otrcane krhotine sreće. 1348 01:58:19,092 --> 01:58:21,442 “Prigrlio sam te stvari kao najtopliji broj, 1349 01:58:21,485 --> 01:58:24,358 "kao visoke pete, grudi, pjevati, djela. 1350 01:58:24,401 --> 01:58:25,924 "Nemojte me krivo shvatiti, 1351 01:58:25,968 --> 01:58:27,665 “postoji takva stvar poput napuhanog optimizma 1352 01:58:27,709 --> 01:58:29,102 “koji gleda svi osnovni problemi 1353 01:58:29,145 --> 01:58:30,581 “samo za moje dobro. 1354 01:58:30,625 --> 01:58:32,844 “Ovo je štit i bolest. 1355 01:58:32,888 --> 01:58:34,890 “Nož se približio opet moj vrat. 1356 01:58:34,933 --> 01:58:36,805 “Skoro sam se okrenuo opet plin. 1357 01:58:36,848 --> 01:58:38,807 “Ali kada su dobri trenuci hajde, 1358 01:58:38,850 --> 01:58:40,939 “Nisam se borio protiv njih kao uličnog protivnika. 1359 01:58:40,983 --> 01:58:43,420 “Dopustio sam im da me uhvate. U njima sam uživao. 1360 01:58:43,464 --> 01:58:45,248 “Zamolio sam ih za dobrodošlicu kući. 1361 01:58:45,292 --> 01:58:46,902 “Čak sam i pogledao jednom u ogledalo 1362 01:58:46,945 --> 01:58:49,948 “pomislio sam u sebi biti ružan. 1363 01:58:49,992 --> 01:58:51,994 “Sada mi se svidjelo ono što sam vidio. 1364 01:58:52,037 --> 01:58:53,691 “Gotovo zgodan. 1365 01:58:53,735 --> 01:58:55,911 “Da, malo poderano i poderano. 1366 01:58:55,954 --> 01:58:58,087 “Ožiljci, kvržice, čudni okreti. 1367 01:58:58,131 --> 01:59:00,176 “Ali sve, nije loše. 1368 01:59:00,220 --> 01:59:02,047 “Gotovo zgodan. 1369 01:59:02,091 --> 01:59:04,137 “U svakom slučaju bolji od nekih od ovih filmskih zvijezda 1370 01:59:04,180 --> 01:59:05,877 “poput obraza dječje stražnjice. 1371 01:59:05,921 --> 01:59:07,401 “I konačno sam saznao 1372 01:59:07,444 --> 01:59:09,751 "pravi osjećaji za druge, nenajavljeno. 1373 01:59:09,794 --> 01:59:11,622 "Nedavno, kao jutros 1374 01:59:11,666 --> 01:59:15,148 “kad sam otišao za trag, vidio sam svoju ženu u krevetu, 1375 01:59:15,191 --> 01:59:17,019 “samo oblik njene glave tamo, 1376 01:59:17,062 --> 01:59:20,631 "navlake podignute visoko, jednostavno oblik glave tamo. 1377 01:59:20,675 --> 01:59:23,068 „Ne zaboravite stoljeća živih i mrtvih 1378 01:59:23,112 --> 01:59:24,896 "i umirući, piramide, 1379 01:59:24,940 --> 01:59:27,421 “Mozart je mrtav, ali njegova glazba još u sobi, 1380 01:59:27,464 --> 01:59:29,205 "korov raste, zemlja se okreće, 1381 01:59:29,249 --> 01:59:31,338 “Torbica me čeka. 1382 01:59:31,381 --> 01:59:33,122 “Vidio sam oblik glave moje žene, 1383 01:59:33,166 --> 01:59:34,558 “još uvijek je. 1384 01:59:34,602 --> 01:59:36,081 "Povrijedio sam joj život, 1385 01:59:36,125 --> 01:59:37,779 “samo budi tamo ispod pokrivača. 1386 01:59:37,822 --> 01:59:39,346 "Poljubio sam je u čelo, 1387 01:59:39,389 --> 01:59:41,130 "siđi niz stepenice, izađi van 1388 01:59:41,174 --> 01:59:43,611 "uđi u moj divni auto, vezao pojas, 1389 01:59:43,654 --> 01:59:45,090 "isključio uređaj. 1390 01:59:45,134 --> 01:59:46,918 “Osjećaj topline do vrhova prstiju, 1391 01:59:46,962 --> 01:59:49,747 “do moje noge na papučici gasa, 1392 01:59:49,791 --> 01:59:51,706 "Još jednom sam ušao u svijet, 1393 01:59:51,749 --> 01:59:53,795 “vozio niz brdo mimo kuća 1394 01:59:53,838 --> 01:59:55,623 „puno i prazno od ljudi. 1395 01:59:55,666 --> 01:59:58,103 “Vidio sam poštara, zatrubio je. 1396 01:59:58,147 --> 02:00:00,541 Uzvratio mi je mahanjem. 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